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The Poise of Poison or What Connor Did To My Mind

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This is a collection of poems and thoughts about the one who has stolen my thoughts and heart. Unlike my other stories this is one that I will be updating frequently and has no planned ending.

If you want to hear more about Connor, be sure to check out my other story: CONNOR IN STARLAND AND THROUGH THE CUTTING GLASS

Cover art: AbelVanOirschot, Instagram: @abelvanoi

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