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CHEMICAL MESS SERIES - Book I
If I kiss you, it's not because I love you.
If I insult you, it's not because I hate you.
If I take your hand when you're crying, it's not because I pity you or I care.
If I laugh with you, it's not because I'm happy, for I have no feelings at all. I'm using you. I'm just borrowing feelings from you.
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