The Journey of Being Suicidal

This is about a little girl learning about life and who she wants but sometimes she deeply wants to die because of her personal life and her looks. She thinks she doesn't belong in her family and when a newborn comes she changes to suicidal to commit suicide. But in school she is afraid of getting a bad grade and tells her close friend who she likes but that close friend blabs it out tho the entire middle school and now she is totally shy and doesn't want to speak to anyone. She got a council and a two new close friends and helps her journey. But the school got in a fire and she lost both of them. How would she go on?