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Based on every true young people's story. So Bared With Me Loves.
-Nae.
My Name Is Ozana (Oh-Za-Na). It's not a ghetto name as you can speak. It's like an African name ish.
I'm seventeen years old. I live with my mother who possibly a drug addict. My dad left us since I was thirteen. You made a mistake for calling him stupid cause, he have all the right explanation.
I have a terrible lifetime. I fought, suspended, expelled, almost in prison, and mostly a little percent chance to become homeless.
I try my best to keep myself out of trouble but I don't have any self control. I barely have a family to help me out. I'm not sick I just needed help.
Don't EVEN DARE say it's ALL my fault for letting things out of hand. I don't have education in my systems.
Don't think it only happen to bad kids like me. It happens to every kid. No matter how good or horrible you are.
No kid should go through this in their lifetime, they said.
No kid should get abuse or beat up for no reason, they said.
All that crap they said made me sick.
Why sick, because they kelp saying the same shit but not even bother to help a sister out.
Right now, I'm trying my hardest to have a better life. Not having the same situation like my parents went through. Pray for hope and willing to never go to that miserable place ever again.
Then, stuff changes all of sudden.....
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