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Am I Broken?
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AllOfDaShips
Ongoing, First published Dec 18, 2016
Mature
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You've got to have an idea about what love is, right? Some believe it's destiny, or a spur of the moment emotion, and others enjoy using science to work out what it really is. But everyone has an idea, or preference. Not Lucas. 
Lucas was completely oblivious to love. Growing up as a child of divorce, his single father told him about love, placing it as a stupid, unreliable emotion that was just a plague in a normal human's life. So that's how he viewed it, but you can't expect him to not get curious.
Alexander Davis Smith, or Alex to you or me, wasn't as torn between his view of love. He thought it was compete and utter bullshit. Never had he even ponder on the issue. There's no love, or even real happiness, in his opinion. He believed in human attraction being nothing more than how someone's body is viewed. He's never felt love. He believed he never would.
But c'mon, don't you think they'd be cute together? 
Obviously, they'll meet. Sparks will fly and something will happen. But what if Alex refuses to accept the fact that maybe love isn't just an animalistic instinct and based purely off lust? Will he try to run from this new found emotion? Or will he just give up and fall hard? 
All he knew was one thing. That he needed to ask one vital question;
"Am I broken?"
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The room was pitch black but I could still see his handsome face. And even if I were put in a crowd and blindfolded, I would still be able to find him. His musky scent wafted across the bed to my nose. My favorite scent in the world. His eyes were on my face and I stared back. It felt like we were communicating with our eyes. Mine was saying "why won't you love me back?" and I was sure that his was saying "why is this dork staring at me?". At the sad thought I closed my eyes and took solace in the silence in the room, calming my raging emotions and fighting the threatening tears. I was half successful when I heard his deep voice. My eyes fluttered open at once as if they had been waiting for him to speak. "I'm sorry for what I said about you earlier" "It's fine" I managed to croak "I was scared and confused but not anymore" I did not understand what he meant. I looked at his face at the other side of the bed trying to decipher what he was trying to say but his face was blank. "Goodnight Marco" he said and closed his eyes. I lay in the same position, looking at the now sleeping figure. I was confused and curious. What do you mean by not anymore? I asked in my mind as if he could somehow hear me. But he couldn't. And I wasn't brave enough to ask. Afraid that my heart would be shattered again by the same person I had fallen madly in love with. The only person my soul longed for. The only person my body lusted for. I lay in that position, watching him sleep till my eyes gave up and closed on their own. ****************************************************** VOTE

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