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Drowning My Demons

SlapYouIntoOblivion

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SlapYouIntoOblivion

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bring dark horizon love oli sykes

We all have a story to tell, a closet full of skeletons that beckon us with devilish claws.  They taunt and terrorize those who are helpless to overcome them, who do not have the strength to fight against it.  Hell, I'm one of those people.  I let the past get to me, drag me into an oblivion of loneliness and distance from other humans.  I may not seem like it; in fact, I'm probably the friendliest person you'll ever meet, but try to get close and I'll only push you away.  

That is...until I met him.  The man who was just as messed up as me inside, who I suddenly became desperate to be near even if his presence was a toxicity.  Somehow, he seemed to feel the same.  But I knew that it had to end at some point.

If I let you in, you'd just want out.
If I tell you the truth, you'd fight for a lie.
If I spilt my guts, it would make a mess we can't clean up.
If you follow me, you will only get lost.
If you try to get closer, we'll only lose touch.
But you already know too much, and you're not going anywhere.Seluruh Hak Cipta Dilindungi Undang-Undang

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She hated them. They loved her with everything in them. The universe truly has a sick way of telling you it's there, doesn't it? From being kidnapped to being abused, that was all Arabella saw in life. It was all she ever knew. They tell you to keep fighting but sometimes you realize... you were just a child. Now she's built herself up using her pain as the next step to her strength. She's learnt how to strive forward even as her past haunts her mind crawling up her back every passing second. That is until the first 7 people who only ever brought her pain find their way back into her life. She has no way to let go of her past when they come right back to her. The world showed her no mercy in it's ways so why should she. ~~~ I let out a small sigh wanting more of this. I wanted to be held like this whenever I felt broken. Feel the way he puts me back together in his arms. It ate at my heart and I could have sworn I felt a feathery kiss on my head. It was as if he could hear my thoughts and was kissing them away for me. Slowly he lets one hand go, the other staying around me as he brings my chin up to him gently wiping my last tears as more fill my eyes. He sees this and his eyes look... crumbled. If you feel this way then why can't you choose me, Dominic. I shake my head from his hands wishing to step back but he pulls me back to him a pain filled groan leaving him. "Just one more minute. Please." His body shook and I brought him closer, feeling our pain become one. Our hurricanes of minds pull away even for the smallest time letting us stand together as one in each other's embrace. He was it for me. But I wasn't his.

FINDING MY KING - P1 SCREENPLAY oleh Dcoleman80

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LOVED BY AN ANGEL oleh nikkihershell

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My Husband is a phyco oleh roadster123

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Lifeguard//G.D. oleh DOPEYDOLANS

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Desolate oleh nyxschreibt

Beneath the cold, unblinking gaze of the moon, they once stood united, two halves of a whole, bound by chains forged from passion and tempered by tragedy. A man who clawed his way back from hell, a builder by trade, yet destined for ruin. A woman who equally knows both love and war, a wandering soul unable to find her way back to herself. Excerpt: -" I am broken-utterly, hopelessly worthless in and out. That's why I cling so desperately to the thought of being held together. I want to be held, I crave the warmth of being whole, even if it means falling apart all over again. I just want to savor the fleeting, delightful illusion... You cannot break me any further, Sandro. for I am already in pieces. I am Dispersed." "You are not. And even if you were, I have somehow found myself in the ruins of you. Even if you were, you would still find a way to emanate, to be the moon that lights my path, the glow within the darkest chambers of my heart. Unchain the dawn and let me step into your light. Should my yearning be too much for your heart to bear, then let me gather your fragments, not to fix you. (God forbid, as if something as serene as you are could need fixing) But to let them glisten like scattered stardust in my moonless, star-starved sky. Let me wander into your night. Let yourself drift into your light. Let your brilliance break through." -Best believe nothing is the way it looks like.

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Melancholy

She hated them. They loved her with everything in them. The universe truly has a sick way of telling you it's there, doesn't it? From being kidnapped to being abused, that was all Arabella saw in life. It was all she ever knew. They tell you to keep fighting but sometimes you realize... you were just a child. Now she's built herself up using her pain as the next step to her strength. She's learnt how to strive forward even as her past haunts her mind crawling up her back every passing second. That is until the first 7 people who only ever brought her pain find their way back into her life. She has no way to let go of her past when they come right back to her. The world showed her no mercy in it's ways so why should she. ~~~ I let out a small sigh wanting more of this. I wanted to be held like this whenever I felt broken. Feel the way he puts me back together in his arms. It ate at my heart and I could have sworn I felt a feathery kiss on my head. It was as if he could hear my thoughts and was kissing them away for me. Slowly he lets one hand go, the other staying around me as he brings my chin up to him gently wiping my last tears as more fill my eyes. He sees this and his eyes look... crumbled. If you feel this way then why can't you choose me, Dominic. I shake my head from his hands wishing to step back but he pulls me back to him a pain filled groan leaving him. "Just one more minute. Please." His body shook and I brought him closer, feeling our pain become one. Our hurricanes of minds pull away even for the smallest time letting us stand together as one in each other's embrace. He was it for me. But I wasn't his.