Surviving

"She's not going to make it"

"There's to much blood"

"Just let her go doc"

"I'm sorry kid. I tried"

I can feel the pain coursing through my body and through the hazy fog surrounding me I can here them. I can here him cry as his foot steps fade. I can here their resigned sighs. I can feel my heart slow down. It really is over. Funny thing is I never thought it'd hurt so much to dye. I always thought I'd live a long life ,have kids, a husband, a house out in Colorado and die a peaceful death in my sleep. But this..I never thought I'd be one of those people you here about on the news. The ones that die at sixteen because a freak of nature accident. I can feel myself fading there's nothing left to fight for. there's nothing but bitter pain left on this world for me anyways. I'm ready , I can learn to accept this. Its not like I have any other choice.

"Don't leave me love" his voice floats through my head and I push it away. he's not here. He can't be. he wouldn't come. I relax again and let the blackness come.

"Baby please don't do this to me. I love you" my heart beat picks up. no it can't be him. Its just my imagination. he didnt want us and now it's to late.

Listen to him my wolf whispers. I can feel her fading and I hate it. I hate that she won't go with me.

No he doesn't want us it's over amethyst I can't do this again. I feel his hand curl around mine. His lips
Set me on fire. the pain eases and I can feel a wave of warmth coursing through my body. Why can't he let me go? I embrace the warmth. It's to late anyways. I feel his relief trough our bond before I the pain comes back. no! it's not supposed to happen. my back cracks and feel pain coursing through me. I arch my back and let out a strangled scream. And then suddenly it's gone and I don't feel anything.