Closer : Love that has a end

When i told him i loved him i imagined he would say it back. It was an unusual feeling because i could not see why he would. Only one year until he would be out of my life, so the idea of him loving me was obvious but him telling me would just make the goodbye unbearable. No matter how many times i told him i loved him this unrealistic spell would not break and no kiss would wake him from this tragic yet upcoming ending.