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Finding yourself.

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Parts 9
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Maddox is a boy, but not just any boy. He's a boy trapped in a female body. This is his story on how he finds his true self and all of his struggles.

Warning; may contain transphobia, homophobia, violence, hate crimes, abuse, anxiety, etc.All Rights Reserved

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I am ME [ftm transgender boyxboy]

You know that feeling? When you're trapped in a dream, and no matter what you do, you can't run, and you can't force your burning lungs to scream? Well...that was one teenager's every day life. Because he was trapped. He couldn't scream, he couldn't run. Because his trap, was his body.