He, Zhe, They: Agender Diary
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The title is a bit inaccurate, I'm ftm nonbinary (not sure if agender or genderqueer, lol) but whatever I've had this book for ages.
My name is Hayden and I'm a teenage unicorn boy. I like music and to draw and I also like YouTube. I'm full of love for everyone except for myself so prepare for some angsty things every now and then.
I hope to one day start a band with my guitarist friends once I learn to drum. I plan to try and be an activist for my community once I'm out of the closet because I think I can make a difference.
I'm not yet a man, I'm only a boy, but I'll be the best I can.
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