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Seeking Hope [BoyxBoy]

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Parts 19
Time 2h 38m

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''You don't know me?'' he asked me with the same soft voice.

''How could I?'' I yelled, struggling even harder. ''Let m-me go!''

My voice started to crack. I was breathing harder with each passing second and I was fighting to keep my eyes open. My chest started to hurt.

The man caught me and snuggled me to his chest. For the first time after so long, I felt safe. I felt like no one can hurt me, as long as I was with him.

Just before everything went blank I felt someone kissing my temple.
''Jayson, I won't lose you again..''
✁

Jayson Salvatore is a sixteen-year-old boy who lost the will to live. After all, it is kinda hard to hold on to life when you have an abusive alcoholic man for a father, no friends.. basically no one to live for.

Little did Jayson know that he will meet a mysterious man with hazel eyes, a man who can shook him to the core just by looking at him, a man who glances at him with kindness and love, feelings Jayson always thought they just weren't for him to experience. As time passes, Jayson can't shake off the feeling that he met the man somewhere before.. and starts struggling to remember.

But, will he remember?

Inspired by anime and things that happened to one of my friends.
Cover made by @StargazerGirl 

P.S: I'm gonna edit the whole thing, I swear. You can enjoy it as it is, for now.All Rights Reserved

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