Journal Of a Pessimist
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I'm Lisa.
Ok, well not really- but I'll call myself Lisa for the sake of it, so I'm Lisa for all you know.
I don't love life, I'm not going to fall in love- I'm actually a human being; However I think I'm practically an alien compared to everyone I know.
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Lisa is a downer, she sees the bad things in everything.
Her views on life are 'say whatever the hell you feel like saying because I hope I'm not going to be around for the repercussions tomorrow'.
Her journal is her warning, her way of telling someone how bad the world really is; The thing is, sometimes discerning cold hard reality from unessential pessimism is hard.
Her journal is here, it's up to you to decide what is to believe and what's not.
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