Life in Simplest Terms.
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January 14 , 1993 Dear diary , How can i put this in simplest terms ? I'm kind of a weirdo . Ha That sounded ex-termly bad in my head. but I'm not one of those creepy kinds of weirdos you know the ones that collect hair and stuff. I'm weird in my own kind of way. I just go about life and kind of float around don't stand out , don't stand in , etc. Don't worry those wont be one of those emotional diaries where i only share bad days and suicide thoughts. which i don't have so much anymore. You know lifes funny . you get sad , you get mad , you hate yourself , you love your self. etc and this all happens in a life time day to day. some days you wanna cry . Some you wanna party. Have you ever felt the earge to just do drugs , drink and wake up in someones house you don't know. I've never done any of that stuff. and id like to do it just once before i leave this earth. Anyways my name Marina Stray.
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