Bad boy feelings

I missed her, I wanted to be with her....
Why can't anything good happen to me why am I worthless.....
She left because of me, she left cause I wasn't their for her when she needed me....
I'm the worst best friend their is, I promised myself I won't do what she did but I can't take it anymore......
Jessie a senior in high school, everyone thought she was perfect and had it all.
What they didn't know is that her best friend died because she was at a party.
Jessie regrets everyday and suffers everyday she acts all happy and no one notices her pain tell he does....
The bad boy of the school who is known for playing girls can see past Jessie's fake smile and happiness.
He sees her pain he wants to help but she won't give in.... will she finally give in? And give him her heart not afraid of it being broken?