Still You

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I wish that I had NEVER MET YOU
Then there would be no need to impress you.
No need to want you.
No need for loving you.
No need for crying over you.
No need for heartbreaks.
No need for pain or tears.
No need for forgotten promises.
No need for rejected hugs.
No need for crying myself to sleep.
No need for acting like you care.
No need, for everything you've done to make me feel like absolutely nothing.

Being deeply IN LOVE gives you strength and courage but what if you found the RIGHT ONE and FALL in love with the most unexpected person at the most unexpected time.

1 universe
9 planets
204 countries
809 islands
7seas

And I had the privilege of meeting you and LOVING YOU.

I fell in love with you because you loved me when I couldn't love myself but..... You love me as your sister.

The most painful part is LEAVING ME thinking that YOU'll never come AFTER me.

A person who truly loves you will never leave you no matter how hard the situation gets.
It hurts when you realize you aren't as important to someone as you thought you were.

Note to self:.
STOP EXPECTING

I said I will wait for you because honestly I don't want anyone else.

And here I am slowly drifting away from once I claimed my OWN, my EVERYTHING.

The hardest thing to do is watch your love, LOVE SOMEONE ELSE NOT MINDING YOU.

The GREATEST PAIN that comes from love is loving someone YOU CAN NEVER HAVE.

The pain of LOVING YOU.

Everything is going to be alright.
Maybe not TODAY,
But EVENTUALLY.