The Art of Feeling Again
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Last published Wed, Jul 1, 2015
Scarlet made a promise to herself that she will never fall in love again. Mason made her feel like she was flying on cloud 9, he was the first person to ever make her feel this way and now she's realizing it was all just an illusion. Cutting to forget her last three years. Yes Scarlet Thomas, the most popular girl in Jefferson High, has a cutting problem. She is hallow floating in her misery, heartbreak, and zero emotion. Mason ruined her. She is no longer the girl with the bright eyes or a beautiful smile, she is now the girl drowning in her tears. Who can barely breathe at the simple thought of what she used to feel. The girl who deep down, is slowly dying. She is and will forever be, the girl he numbed by heartbreak. All she wants to do is feel again. Now he's back and trying to get her feel again. To stop the cutting and love him again. He wants to reopen her eyes to see the beauty of love. But is it too late to get her to see the light in a dark place?
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