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Inside The Spiders Mind.

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when people think they can lie about others because they think they are safe in gang's, and try to gang up on an individual with a mental illness, this short poem is an insight to what goes on in the mind of a person with schizophrenia, when other's threaten to in danger his family. A Warning to those who think they can spin the web of life to their needs, when in reality they are just flies,Todos los derechos reservados

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