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Anya Anderson was diagnosed with bipolar disorder when she was just eleven. Skip six years ahead, and she has never experienced the normality of teen life. Not the hangover the next morning or the fear of getting caught. Or even the exhilarating feeling of first love. The only connection she has to feeling normal is her best friend Sophie. 
"I can't make myself feel like I'm apart of something." 

Caleb Hodgmen is your typical eighteen year old lad. Ever since his dad left eleven years ago, he finds it difficult to express feelings.  He's known the be associated with Jackson's group, who quite frequently get him into trouble. But when Caleb's at home, he just wants to be a supporting son and brother.
"I always get this feeling that I'm a constant burden in people's lives." 

When Caleb is forced to attend group therapy sessions, he meets Anya. And an endless amount of possibilities open up for them. 
But when everything seems to be seemingly perfect, Caleb learns more about Anya's past and the difficulties she has had to face. And continues to face daily.All Rights Reserved

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We're Not Related Anymore... by ElizaJGrant

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Every Little Thing by SueLou66

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