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Alfred has came back from the civil war. The nations are extremely happy to see him, or so they thought. Something horrible has happened to Alfred. 

 This story is about Alfred developing a split personality from the civil war. The personality is extremely abusive and tries to fight for the body, but how long will Alfred go without breaking? 

 This story is pretty much a redo of my other story "The Hero". This story will be much different but it will have the same angst. 

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Save Me. by Ravioli_221b

It's 2016 and suicide rates are at an all time high in America. They're worse than during the Great Depression. This is having a great affect on Alfred, who is having a difficult time pulling through. His thoughts are getting darker and his skin bloodier. With all these deaths and the thoughts mulling in his brain will he be able to make it through this time? Is there anything Arthur can do? The future is looking bleak, and this is one thing Arthur isn't sure Alfred will be able to make it through. (This is purely fictional and I do no own any of the characters used. As for the suicide rates, this is a very serious topic, and is "made up". I do bot know what they are in 2016, as it is still 2015, and they will hopefully not be this bad when 2016 comes around. WARNING: Suicidal and depressing thoughts + actions. There will be self harm, death, and multiple mentions/doings of suicide.

Do It All Again (USUK) by hetaliatrashx

Arthur Kirkland (England) has just moved to Seattle from London. He never thought he would befriend the quirky American teenager known as Alfred F. Jones (America). He never thought he would come to fall in love with him either. Nor did Alfred expect to fall for the suicidal Brit. Can Alfred swoop in and save the depressed teen, or will things be taken to far? ALL OF THIS STORY IS ALFRED'S POV Warning// YAOI. If you don't know what that is, run. Run and never look back. Also a bit of lime content, but no lemon. Disclaimer// I do not own Hetalia or any of the characters. All credit goes to the owner of the fanart I use.

Borderline (hetalia) by bish_In_Glasses

A story about my theory that Alfred has BPD. Hetalia fanfic.

A Dysfunctional Family by fullofcrazyness

This is a side story/sequel to 'Diaries of Nations'. Alfred has Anorexia/Bulimia and Arthur is cutting himself. Matthew and Francis want to help them recover and make their little/ broken family whole again. Can they do it? Find out inside. ***WARNING- EATING DISORDERS, CUTTING, AND MAYBE SUICIDE. READ WITH CAUTION.******** I don't want anyone relapsing because of this, so please please PLEASE read carefully.

Clueless Boy // Rusame // UkUs // by Rounsin1

Alfred knows that since he was little he was wanted. By England and France. But it comes as a surprise that he is not only wanted, but desired. By two special individuals. A clueless boy trapped between two nations that would go to the ends of the earth to get him, how will he survive? //WARNING: lemons/smut involved. May deal with touchy subjects but there will always be a warning before the chapter begins.// This is my first book so I don't expect it to get popular :/ Cover art is by @floating-tea ! Thank you so much! This story is kinda weird and the character can act OOC at moments. I do not own Hetalia. All rights to the creators.

Weak by Cameroon_Maceroon

Angel feels like dead weight on everyone's shoulders, useless waste of time for everyone else, yet for some reason they still cared about him. Angel is slowly falling apart, trying to hide it from not only himself, but trying to convince himself that he doesn't need help. But one particular demon comes into his life, determined to make a change of things. How would it work out though, and most importantly how would he escape from the hell of his broken mind? TW: Self harm, gore, self-starvation, rape, abuse and neglect. Start- 31st December 2021 End- 13th April 2022

Loving The Enemy ( America x Russia ) by BluePhoenixFire

Alfred, who has been told to shut up and grow up all his life, fears the scary and powerful Ivan. But to prove he is strong and to protect his friends, he attempts to face his fear. Ivan, a lonely Russian whose immense power has caused him to be very lonely and feared, hates the childish actions of Alfred. But what happens when they are stuck in the same house with each other for only heaven knows how long? Read to find out! This is a America x Russia fanfic of the anime Hetalia. I do not own hetalia nor the characters, but I do own this story. PS I use human names and hints of yaoi but nothing serious. ~Edit~ I finally updated the cover xD I didn't like the old cover, so I fixed it :D thanks!

Doki Doki Gakuen Club! by EmilyLuvsFoxs

Feliciano decides to invite Ludwig to his club, which is the Literature Club. They all have to present their poems for the festival. Ludwig eventually warms up to the others and becomes friends with them. What could possibly go wrong? This is a crossover of Hetalia and Doki Doki Literature Club! Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Suicide, and Depression

Forever and Always is Complicated (UsUk Fanfiction) by boredngay

Alfred and Arthur had been dating for a little while, but now they had been just drifting apart. They didn't feel the same way they did when they first started dating, the spark was gone. or so they thought. They bickered and fought over everything nowadays. One day passed, weeks, months, and the big one happened.. The big fight that ended it all. Arthur left and the Hollywood Dream Team -dubbed by Francis- had broken up. It absolutely broke the both of them. Arthur learned how to cope; Alfred just wasn't the same. Present day, Arthur is haunted with awful flashbacks of the past, sometimes good as well, he's haunted with memories he'd rather forget. The same goes for Alfred, he just wants to do his job in peace but in all reality he just wants Arthur back, his forever and always. With a little help from Arthur's little brother and Francis and other friends Alfred does anything he can to get his forever and always back. I do not own Hetalia or its affiliates. I do not own Arthur Kirkland or Alfred Jones.

Union's Brood by ImAProfessional0

After the second American Civil War, the world changes drastically. A new nation stood where the United States once was, the Last Empire having fallen to its own people. Addicted to more chemicals than a lab rat, Alfred has a hard time keeping his head up- quite literally. It's not that he doesn't want to quit- believe me, he does!- it's just that the withdrawal is destroying him from the inside out. What makes it worse, is when he's placed into an arranged marriage as a landgrab, and then told about it just before it happened. Now he is wrestling with both his addiction, and someone he was supposed to marry in 1860! Ivan was an addict, once. He understood the pain of withdrawal. He wants to help, since there was nobody around to help him. The idea of joining the Union was one he hadn't even thought of before his boss had arranged the marriage with the dictatrix. Now, he was thrown into a world he didn't know, forced to interact with people he had never met, and be one of the first nations, the third most powerful, to join a mega-nation. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Extra: Alfred is headcannoned as brown get over it. Alfred is headcannoned as non-binary (used to be a 2s) (he/him, female titles) Nobody is irrationally scared of Russia. You like a lot of cute babies and mama Alfred this is your book my guy. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hetalia: Axis Powers does not belong to me. No editor just me. All art in this book will be mine (unless, of course, fanart :) )

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Save Me.

It's 2016 and suicide rates are at an all time high in America. They're worse than during the Great Depression. This is having a great affect on Alfred, who is having a difficult time pulling through. His thoughts are getting darker and his skin bloodier. With all these deaths and the thoughts mulling in his brain will he be able to make it through this time? Is there anything Arthur can do? The future is looking bleak, and this is one thing Arthur isn't sure Alfred will be able to make it through. (This is purely fictional and I do no own any of the characters used. As for the suicide rates, this is a very serious topic, and is "made up". I do bot know what they are in 2016, as it is still 2015, and they will hopefully not be this bad when 2016 comes around. WARNING: Suicidal and depressing thoughts + actions. There will be self harm, death, and multiple mentions/doings of suicide.