Necessitous Love

'Needy Love'

Jhyuillexia Episimia Ramanaya
and
Dmitri Ivanovich Montero

Upon opening I felt adrenaline shot to my body
Upon seeing I felt a sudden switch of excitement to pain
But then I realized was I that needy?
To wish for your love that you never can give

A slap of jealousy a slap of pain
I ought to feel when you say her name
But then I realized should I be feeling this way?
To remember you made no commitment to my heart

A dash of light to my dark life
Gave me the anticipation that you felt the same
But then I realized should I be this fatuous?
To forget that you gave comfort to a friend

Now my head is disarrayed with different questions
Should I overlook my feelings for you?
But then I realized why am I asking?
When it is clear that you're inlove with somebody else