Happiness?
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Last published Thu, Apr 6, 2017
Imagine being hurt so badly in the inside, but come out as the happiest person someone has ever met. You recently just been back to your dark side because the other side is so hard to be ok in. All I want is too really be happy, and not feel like I could crumble apart any second. I did love her. I just need something to keep me upright. I Hope seeing my feelings can help you understand that you are not ALONE.
ps . if you actually read this whole journal thingy then thank you so much!
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