I've always thought that colors were the only way I could express my emotion. I see colors everywhere, I hear them, I taste them, and I feel them. They're the only solid thing I have in my life. Colors. Imagine water, blue is the first thing that comes to mind, liquid and crystalline. Imagine a fire, you feel the scorching red substance pierce your skin. They're substantial, I know they're truly there. It's not fake.
But are they?
What if we've spent our whole life thinking that what our vision tells us is the reality? What if color blind people see colors as they truly are and not vice versa? What if instead of seeing colors, you could listen to them?
I do. Listen to them I mean. I have a condition that allows me the privilege of listening to color, I hear all of them.
Colors are my being, so to speak. I love painting, always colorful and never black and white. It lets me escape my bubble of anxiety and depression.
When it's just me, the canvas, the brush, and the colors.
Nixon is the 3rd book in the Broken Series. (Ryan is the 1st, Brynn is the 2nd)
Nixon leaves rehab early because he can't deal with being there anymore. His sister Kelis finds someone in need of a roommate so he moves in with the girl and gives her his middle name, Lucas. He quickly becomes addicted to the girl and once he gets one taste he's done for. He warns her about his past, about his name, but she ignores all the red flags, not realizing exactly how intertwined she is with the people from his past. He becomes enamored with her, feels like she was made for him while still battling the demons of his past and soon it all becomes too much for him to handle. He makes a heartbreaking decision, thinking it's what's best for both of them and everything changes.
Trigger/Content Warning: this book contains mature content, talks of suicide, mental and physical abuse, selfharm, drug use, and addiction
Cover designed by Anastasia Wright