Do I matter?
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Ongoing7m
Last published Wed, Dec 28, 2016
This is a story about a young woman still in high school trying to make it through without anyone getting to know the real her. She may look good and talk like shes all well, but the truth is she's broken as hell and is better off dead. Until she finds one true friend.Will she see the truth and beauty in life, or will she give up on everything and decide not to live anymore?
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