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«Mon sort était entre tes mains... Caroline...»









Une larme met du temps pour couler sur la joue.
Une larme sucré, comme le sang, 
il existe plusieurs types de larmes.
Les larmes sincères, venant de personnes sincères.
Les larmes de plaisir, intermédiaire des larmes de joie.
Les larmes de joie, quand la vie nous sourit, que l'on retrouve quelqu'un de chère à nos yeux par exemple.
Les larmes de souffrance physique, lorsque quelqu'un nous fais du mal de l'extérieur.
Les larmes intérieur, souvent de celui ou celle qui se voile la face en disant que tout va bien.
Les larmes de la peur de perdre. 
Mais les pires de toutes, celle qui sont du à une souffrance physique, moral et mental, celle que l'on doit cacher, les nuits entières, recroquevillé sur notre lit, une main sur la bouche pour ne pas faire de bruit, le sanglots qui nous étouffe.
Sont celles les plus insupportable, les plus secrète et celle qui nous force à nous enfermé dans une prison de glace ; à l'intérieur même de notre âme, cœur, et esprit.
Celles que nous n'arrivons pas à battre seul. Mais qui nous empêche d'aller voir quelqu'un pour nous aider.
Ces larmes là détruisent l'humanité, l'estime de soi. Notre vie.All Rights Reserved

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Lets Make Mistakes (GirlxGirl) by skeletoncliquer201

"You're nicer when drunk" I state looking ahead. "You don't know me that well" she replies. "Neither do you but look where we are now" I murmur starting the car. "Who doesn't know you? You've literally fucked every girl in school... Oh sorry, city". I chuckle... wow I have a legacy "Nice". "What's so funny?" I look over at her a grin on my face... She doesn't smile back. "What? You want me to fuck you?" I joke but she still doesn't smile back. "I don't wanna be fucked by a walking STD thank you very much". Well ouch. "That actually hurt Sparks" I wince "But don't worry I'm not interested in you in that kind of way either, you're not my type" I lie. "I'm surprised a whore like you would have a type" she shoots back. "Holy shit Sparks, you kiss your mother with that mouth?" I chuckle and she rolls her eyes. ** Let's make mistakes, Is a book about a girl who doesn't realize that there's more to life than drinking and sleeping with multiple women. Cainine also known as Allison is used to running away from her problems the only two ways she knows how to, drugs and sex until she's knocked back to reality with a girl who does things differently from the rest. This however interests Cainine and before she realizes it, she's out of her bubble and is oddly fascinated with this girl. Flame Sparks a foreign British girl runs into the school's most known 'slut' but with time she realizes that there's more to Cainine than the tough guy act she puts up. She gets to know the different sides of Cainine but in the end she still knows the Cainine that everyone knows of and is afraid she'll be making a mistake if she lets her in. Will she let her in and risk making a mistake or will she walk away ?

Nuestro Si? Si. by _ricksrm

Nuestro Sí? Sí. es una historia sobre el amor joven, el autodescubrimiento y los lazos familiares. Algunas historias de amor comienzan con un "sí", otras con incertidumbre, y algunas se escriben entre líneas de conversaciones nocturnas, miradas prolongadas y la silenciosa valentía de dos almas que buscan encontrarse. A través de mensajes llenos de risas, vulnerabilidad y revelaciones sinceras, Rafa de 22 años casi 23, que enfrenta las expectativas sociales y la homofobia internalizada-explora un romance reavivado con Martin, de 30 años recién cumplidos. Entre la paciencia tejida en el destino y una conexión tan profunda que convirtió cada amor pasado en un mero prólogo, su viaje se convierte en más que una historia de amor: es un camino hacia el autodescubrimiento, la fe y la aceptación de su verdadero ser. Porque hay amores que transforman, que desafían la duda y que enseñan que, a veces, lo más valioso es aquello que se construye con el tiempo. ¿Será su "sí" un destino escrito? ¿O se convertirá en un "qué hubiera sido" perdido en los ecos del tiempo y las circunstancias?

Starlo and the Sick by R3myR3ad3r

You're just a simple human. You hate conflict and overall confrontation. It rids you with an unexplainable anxiety. Now, you've been contaminated with some human-borne disease that nobody has heard of, and you're destined to die in three weeks. With family you're stressing about upsetting and overbearing friends you try to ignore; you find your only option left to be the pit in the mountain. Apparently (in your mind, at least), death by falling (and breaking EVERY. SINGLE. DAMN. BONE. IN. YOUR. BODY!!) is better than death by unexplainable sickness. -NOTES- I did not make Undertale OR Undertale Yellow (the fangame version). There are not NEARLY enough UT Yellow fics, so I decided I'd be one to contribute lol Don't expect it to be good, though. This is a soulmate au :) Starlo x Gn!Sick!Reader The smoking is in that one scene in chapter six near the end. Starlo doesn't actually smoke XP I MADE THE COVER :D This is the black&white ver, so if you want the full color 1, i'll get to work, just ask! My soulmate AU is a bit different than others tho (I think). It branches off of the hanaki disease, but without the one-sided love. If a monster and a human are paired together, the human gains the drawbacks of the bond, getting said disease. Bonds such as this are rare, but apparently not TOO rare for your case. The only way to rid yourself of the disease is to mix the flowers with your bonded's blood (monsters don't bleed, but as a substitute, they can infuse a small amount of HP into the mixture to have the same affect). This antidote is unknown, as is the sickness, due to it being mostly off the records for decades. There are some small studies on it though, but most humans don't find their monster soulmate. Lucky for you, the fates are cheering you on.

Undesirable Mate by BigDJamesDaddy

18+, werewolf, abuse, BDSM, Bullying " Fuck!" He slams into me again, " you feel so good!" His voice is shaky, breath hot on my neck, and his paste picks up more. He pumps faster and harder, burying himself deep, knotting inside me. I grip the sheets, pain ripping through me unlike before. Releasing his seed in me, " your mine. Only mine!" He holds me tight rolling us on our sides, he falls asleep still inside me. My tears soak the sheets, I can taste the blood on my tongue from biting my lip so hard. " what did I do to deserve this?" I say to myself letting the tears flow more. ___________________________________ Allison Rose, 18 years old, a omega of the Silver moon pack, a small pack in Minnesota. She is hated and bullied by her pack. The only person to care and treat her nicely is her father, her mother passed several years ago from a rouge attack. All she wishes is to find her mate and be loved, that was until she turned 18 and changed her mind. ________________________________________ Blake Pierce,22 years old, Alpha of Rich Moon pack the most powerful pack in both the United States and Europe. Blake has no interest in finding a mate, but is in love with his best friend and going to make her his Luna. What will he do when he travels to a small pack for business and finds his mate? What will he do? Claim or reject her?

Lusting After Lucifer (18+) ☑ by Zondra_Allison

This is an erotic romance. Recommended 18+! Completed. Excerpt: His mouth was back on mine in an instant, the door behind us rattling loudly as he thrust against me. "Does the geriatric kiss you like this?" He mumbled against me as his teeth nipped at my already swollen lips. I pulled back once more, my heighted state of emotions, my anger taking over. "What if I said I don't want you?" A devilish grin took over as one of his hands slid along my thigh, under my skirt, his fingers tracing over the soft, damp material of my underwear. His mouth moved down to my neck, nipping at the juncture between my shoulder and neck. "I would call you a fucking liar." I tried to bite back the moan as his teeth skimmed my neck, before sinking in hard, his fingers pushing under the edge of my panties. He hesitated for a moment, waiting for me to stop him. I didn't want him to stop. One finger slid over my folds before pushing into my entrance, sinking in deep. He groaned in pleasure, his erection twitching against my core as his finger began to move. "I can feel just how much you want me." **** Lucian Vanderbrooke has been labeled many things in his lifetime. Bad boy, asshole, troublemaker, pornstar, the list goes on. He is nicknamed Lucifer for a reason. He gets who he wants, when he wants. Everything changes when he sets his sights on his twin sisters' best friend, his childhood friend who he has always had a love/hate relationship with. Abigail Davidson is a determined redheaded spitfire who doesn't take attitude from anyone. She has secretly been in love with her best friend's brother for her entire life, even though every sensible thought she has is telling her to hate the arrogant asshole. It is a love that she can't act on. A love that must remain hidden. That pact they made when they were 16, doesn't mean anything... right? Standalone spin off from the Distorted Windows Trilogy. Can be read on its own but it is recommended to read the others first.

The Dark Side of the Moon by thealexiarose

"Fuck, baby. You can't say things like that to me. I want to, also. Trust me." His hand snakes down my body until he enters two of his fingers into my wet center. I can only moan in response. "However," he kisses my neck possessively, finding the right spot to drive me crazy. "I need to build you up to that." He pushes his fingers in and out of me, hitting deeper and deeper as his strokes become longer and harder and faster. "You feel that? My fingers deep in your pussy that's dripping for me?" He licks the side of my neck as my breaths come out in short pants. "My dick is going to stretch you out so much more. When I finally fuck you, you're going to be sore for days. And you're going to love it." ---------- Thea Brooks, an 18-year-old college student, lives her life by a schedule. She has school, homework, her job at the Coffee shop where she drinks way too much caffeine to be healthy, and the rest of the time she is watching her little sister while her mother is at work. She thinks that everything will remain the same as she starts her college classes, but that all changes when a new friend of hers introduces her to an attractive guy that she can't seem to get out of her head. Grayson Dark, a 22-year-old Alpha of his pack, has been searching for his mate since he turned 16. All hope is lost until one of his pack mates strolls into his home with the most magnificent scent- his mate's scent. After only slightly maiming his pack mate, it is revealed that his mate is close by- and human. Without understanding the supernatural world existing around her, Thea will have to learn to look past Grayson's faults- mainly his possessiveness and anger issues- while staying out of danger from unknown threats and learning her place at Grayson's side. Oh... and keeping her grades up. How hard can that be?

The Unnatural by authorayezah

MM ROMANCE | (Male x Male) Ares Silvermane, a well behaved alpha who has so many responsibilities on his shoulder and the need to stay strong for his people has kept him alive, breaks into a war with their enemy's pack. With little hope, he has waited for his mate, someone pretty, someone who would call his name with love, someone who has strong wolf and maybe some special power his mother had talked about. But everything shatters apart when he sees his Luna for the first time. Ethan stiles, being surrounded by the love of his family was his only happiness but that happiness is taken away when he's suddenly dragged into this unnatural world filled with unknown species. He has no idea why he is expected to have a wolf in him, why he is expected to be strong. It also certainly doesn't help his situation when his mate hates him to the guts for simply because the way he is. It wasn't his fault that he was born a human, without a wolf and a male. "I don't know what you expect from me!" I yell, tears forming in my eyes as I look into his golden eyes. He has a stoned expression as he stares at me with so much hatred. I hate it. "Exactly! You are too low for my expectations that I can hardly expect anything from you." He spits, his cold words shattering my heart in many pieces. I don't want this. I don't want to be his mate. New chapter on Monday and Friday Started October 4, 2024 #1 wolfs #9 lgbtpride #1 intense #1 mmromance #33 friends

Alpha Grayson|✔️ by iamahatlover

|HAS BEEN REWRITTEN| She was kind. He was heartless. She saw the good in everyone despite her past. He saw nothing but hatred for others because of his past. He was the Alpha. She was a Betas daughter. He wanted to save her But he drowned from his own secrets. He brought out the worst in her. She brought out the good in him. She realised the rage filled murderous Alpha had a heart beneath it all but was it too late? Two souls from two completely different worlds clash together and realise that they're not so different from each other after all. Alana Reid, a Betas daughter, only wants to be protected from her horrendous past by her mate but can he move on from what happened to her? Alpha Grayson, a man who's had a childhood no one would ever wish for, believes that his mate is best off without him but he can't live without her. Is she willing to accept his past and move on? ********* I thought about all the obstacles I had to overcome to get to where I am today as I walked towards my sons crib. Everything I went through was worth it. "Don't worry, mommy's coming," I said in a baby voice hoping to comfort him even though he wasn't crying. My heart dropped in my chest when I saw it was empty. No baby in sight. "Gray!," I screamed loudly like I was getting stabbed over and over again. He ran into the nursery, scanning the area for any danger. "He's gone! Our baby's gone!" His eyebrows furrowed as his eyes softened realising what happened. Just as quick as it came, it vanished and he was back with the icy look in his eye. The one he had when we first met. For a moment, I was afraid of him going back to his old self before dismissing that thought and focusing on my missing newborn son. Don't worry, I'm coming for you, my little bubba... Will the angel given to him melt the Alphas ice solid façade or not? Is she helping him escape his darkness or is she dragging him into hers? Read to find out... Cover by @belladz07

His Obsession by CaraMichaels2013

Adelaide meets her mate on the day she turns eighteen. However, she has a secret that no one knows about, not even her best friend. How long will she be able to keep this secret from her mate? And what will happen when he finds out? *** I never heard him make a sound, so his voice makes me jump as I hear him say "I can smell him on you" from right behind me. I turn around and dread fills me as I look into his dark eyes. They're glowing from the light from the fridge. I stumble over my thoughts but manage to squeak out "I thought you were out on a mission for your Alpha?" "I finished, and now I'm back." His eyes boring a hole through my head. "And I can tell that you've been slutting it up" he says with a look that makes me tremble. I start to shake my head, to try and persuade him that I haven't been doing anything wrong, but he forcefully grabs my jaw and stops me from shaking it. "You really shouldn't lie to me Adelaide, now I'm just going to have to teach you a lesson" he spits out at me. *** This isn't you typical story about werewolves, but I love the idea of mates, so follow these young adults on their journey with a supernatural twist.

THE MYSTERY DREAMER by FashionabelyyyyyLate

[# 88 in TEEN FICTION on 14/3/18.] [#5 in angerissues on 10/05/2018] COMPLETED!!! No matter where you come from, your dreams are always valid. RULE 1: Never let anyone under estimate the power of your dreams. RULE 2: Always follow rule one. These were the only principles little Ria lived by. Her devoting and protective nature always came out as harsh and bitch-y. Everytime she felt threatened, her claws came out, ready to defend...to destroy. It's only you who knows the value of your dreams. So, what will she do when her exterminator walks into her life, ready to ruin everything she lives for. She fight's. A fight between two souls. ________________________________ "Who do you think you are?" she asked, bravery seeping through every syllable leaving her mouth. A devil carves fear, and when you don't give him that, he is agitated. "Your nightmare baby." he smirked as he leaned closer to her. They say never look into his eyes...he is evil. Don't cross paths with him...he is unforgiving. Never challenge him...he is destructive. But what did she do??? Every damn thing she wasn't supposed to! Add a punch to the already shaky equation and you'll find yourself amidst drama...teenage drama. Is it right to let these two souls collide? "I am not your damn servant whom you order around, get that straight through your thick skull!" with that she walked away like a pro if I may say so...leaving him staring at the place where she previously stood. When an ego is hurt, revenge is born. "Come on guys. . .we need to sort out some things," all his friends could do was watch; watch helplessly, as destruction planted it's ugly claws into their lives. A tale of destruction, misery, loyalty, friendship, trust and betrayal. "If you call yourself a dreamer, I call myself a dream-snatcher. You won't even know what hit you, little girl," he thought, as he smirked wickedly at her retreating figure. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Has mild cursing be warned!

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Lets Make Mistakes (GirlxGirl)

"You're nicer when drunk" I state looking ahead. "You don't know me that well" she replies. "Neither do you but look where we are now" I murmur starting the car. "Who doesn't know you? You've literally fucked every girl in school... Oh sorry, city". I chuckle... wow I have a legacy "Nice". "What's so funny?" I look over at her a grin on my face... She doesn't smile back. "What? You want me to fuck you?" I joke but she still doesn't smile back. "I don't wanna be fucked by a walking STD thank you very much". Well ouch. "That actually hurt Sparks" I wince "But don't worry I'm not interested in you in that kind of way either, you're not my type" I lie. "I'm surprised a whore like you would have a type" she shoots back. "Holy shit Sparks, you kiss your mother with that mouth?" I chuckle and she rolls her eyes. ** Let's make mistakes, Is a book about a girl who doesn't realize that there's more to life than drinking and sleeping with multiple women. Cainine also known as Allison is used to running away from her problems the only two ways she knows how to, drugs and sex until she's knocked back to reality with a girl who does things differently from the rest. This however interests Cainine and before she realizes it, she's out of her bubble and is oddly fascinated with this girl. Flame Sparks a foreign British girl runs into the school's most known 'slut' but with time she realizes that there's more to Cainine than the tough guy act she puts up. She gets to know the different sides of Cainine but in the end she still knows the Cainine that everyone knows of and is afraid she'll be making a mistake if she lets her in. Will she let her in and risk making a mistake or will she walk away ?