Spain X Canada- For The First Time

I started writing this around 2014 and welp I'm going to continue it here, so the first few chapters will be short, but will get longer after the other one's. I want to keep the original first chapters relatively the same, other than editing, for the sake of memories of haven actually written this story. So that's all and yeh, enjoy~!! (Cover and Title are Temporary!!)

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It amused him how the other was so carefree, and basically all the time. It didn't seem like anything bothered the male, he has family to look out for him, friends even, and everyone remembers who he was. Matthew suddenly thought, 'Why would he want to hang out with me?.. He has.. He has everything.. And I..'

"Mateo?.. Mateo?.. Matthew?.." The smaller blinked and looked up at the male who was now standing in front of him. "What's wrong?.." The brunette gently cupped the other's cheeks, making Matthew flinch a bit before feeling the rough but gentle touch of Antonio's thumbs wiping away a few tears that he was not aware about.

"Nothing.. Nothing.. Just a bit tired I guess.." He bit his lip as he averted his gaze from the male who was studying him. If he could just hold in everything for the few days the other was staying, then afterwards, everything would go back to normal and Matthew could be all on his own again, he hoped. He wouldn't get attached to the male during the stay and then he should be saved from the hurt of the abandonment. 'It's just a few days Matthew.. You'll be ok.. Don't get attached.. He'll be gone before you know it..'