A Beautiful Mind
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Really, It probably is my own fault for becoming the way I am. Caring so much about everything and not caring at all. It's a constant battle inside me full of emotions but at the same time completely numb. I think the things around me caused me to react the way I do, pull away from the world, emotionally detach myself, and just not give a fuck but along the way I got lost. Completely and hopelessly lost.
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