Sad, Beautiful, Tragic

Memories? Well, I’d grab a shovel and bury it six feet under the ground rather than reminiscing those cruel contemplation and flashbacks that keeps haunting my mind, lurking within the whole system of my body, distracting me from the much awaited slumber at night. As you remember, you tend to feel the emotions that you've felt for that moment. The moment that you thought it would last forever but I guess, I was wrong. There comes the rush of hesitations, regrets, the things you wished you've said and vice versa, the what-ifs, the should-haves, happiness, anger, longing, sadness and so much more that I cannot any longer bear to state.

And the worse part of memories is its fickleness. The unpredictable bullshit that will visit you out of the blue.

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