Forbidden (jason mcCann fanfiction)

He grabbed my hand and shoved me up against the wall "Let go of me!" I spat "Your leaving me?" He asked calmly with blood shot red eyes Years welled and spilled from my eyes, he was no longer the boy who would wipe them away with his thumbs and kiss me to say 'it's gonna be ok' he had changed and I knew that as well as him. "What makes you think I will stay with someone who doesn't give two shits about their girlfriend?" I spat angrily His furious side suddenly bursted "The fact that I still care, I was sending someone to watch you every second with me gone, I was always aware of the things you did. I still care and even then I did" he roared with rage. "Non of that means anything to me anymore" I spat at him I jerked away and he harshly grabbed me again. I violently pushed him away and he didn't touch me after that. He walked to the dinning table, he threw everything over. He flipped the table causing the glass to smash. He threw a gold material into the window as they all smashed with anger. "Non of this means anything to me without you!" He spat He got a match stick and some petrol, I knew what he was thinking already. My eyes widened. "Non if this shit matters anymore, I don't need a fortune, a perfect life because there's a huge part missing when your gone! I don't want to live the pain again of being so lonely. Of loosing something I've already gotten the most addiction for. If you leave. It means your agreeing with the consequences" he said tensely with the most serious expression I could have ever discovered.