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Scratch, Bleed, Repeat

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Reads 16
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Parts 3
Time 6m

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Anya is alone. She lacks the love, friendship and life that any other ordinary teen does. The reflection she sees in the mirror is warped. The Anya she sees in the mirror is fat, imperfect, ugly, unlovable.

She scratches, bleeds and repeats the cycle.
To scratch, to bleed is cyclic to Anya. It never stops.

Anya looks at the fresh wounds every day.
She longs for the cycle to stop one day. But will it stop?All Rights Reserved

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