Perfect (bxb)
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Last published Wed, Mar 21, 2018
This is a story about two guys falling in love. It's so simple, but then again it's not. Not everything is about all the good stuff.
I want this to be dramatic, to be interesting and capture your hearts, but what I want it to be the most is real. Society makes us sick. Kyle has to face his anxiety, depression and trust issues. Jake tries to help, but can't seem to not get triggered by Kyle, even though he doesn't tell him that, because, who wants to admit not being perfect. Everyone is just human and that's the main theme of this story.
But there's more to it than just them overcoming their fears, I poured my heart and soul into this. This is not just fiction, a lot of the story represents how I feel about certain things and situations.
!WARNING!
angst, graphic sexual contents, self-harm
This is a boyxboy story, so please f*ck off, if you're homophobic.
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