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Pushing Past the Noise

Cierrasmiller16

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Jonah is living his life as normal as he can. The voices in his head have almost came to a stop and he takes his pills just like the doctors tell him to. However, every now and then he sees a glimpse of a girl from his past. Its been a whole year since Jonah has seen or heard from April Wesley. When he sees her walking past him; everything comes back. It's been a year and she still makes him smile, but she also reminds him if the pain. The pain he put her threw and the pain he put his family threw. Jonah has to pick: his own happiness or the happiness of the people he loves.All Rights Reserved

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