Yuri Katsuki hated all of himself. From his weight to his uncontrollable embarrassment; he couldn't stand any of it. And no matter how many times his best friend Yuko and his parents tried to deny it, he always thought everyone else did too. From little friends, to always getting made fun of. And he never expected that to change, so he drowned himself and his desires into skating. It was his undeniable passion and it made him feel at least a little at ease. And then Viktor Nikiforov, the world's best figure skater and also Yuri's idol waltzes into his life. Over time, something changes inside Yuri. He doesn't feel so alone anymore. And for the first time, he feels love. But how will Viktor react to it? Could it be possible that Viktor had also so desperately needed Yuri? Through his desires to wipe away all of his worries? Could Viktor be keeping his past's secrets locked inside him as well? I guess that'll always be a mystery. NAME HAS CHANGED previously: my attractions currently: attraction -- // mature warning // // started december 31, 2016 // // finished may 12, 2017 // copyright © -goldenyk 2016-17