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Desperation || Jerrie

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Parts 24
Time 50m

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Meet Perrie a girl all alone. She'd do anything to be loved... Zayn knows this and takes control of her broken heart, leading her on, gradually wearing her thin. 
    
Meet Jade, a girl separated by a secret. She can't tell anyone. Even her friends and colleagues, Leigh Anne and Jesy, don't have a clue what's holding Jade back from living in the present. 
    
When these girls meet in an alleyway, with Perrie so close to death and Jade so afraid of her past being uncovered. 
    
 Then an attack causes Jade's suicidal habits to return and Jade has to face the ultimate question... "Is this life worth fighting for?"

Rated M for violence, rape and suicidal thoughts/actions. May be triggering.All Rights Reserved

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No Time For Us - Jerrie Fanfiction AU ✅ by MonsterInMe26

Completed 1949. Perrie Edwards, daughter of the influential General Edwards, lives in affluence and abundance among parties attended by the rich and noble and is betrothed to Sergeant Christopher Taylor. On the other side of London lives Jade Thirlwall, who arrived from Egypt at the end of the war and is forced to the fringes of society without dreams or hopes of a worth living future. What happens when their paths, so different and more similar than they think, cross? And how will this change their lives? As the memory of the war grows more distant and change seems to be upon them, will Perrie and Jade understand what is meaningful and what is worth fighting for? Started 15/05/2023 Finished 30/06/2023 🥇#1 in jerriethirlwards 20/06/2023 🎖#4 in mixers 31/05/2023 🎖#5 in jerriefanfiction 10/06/2023 🎖#6 in jadethirlwall 20/06/2023 🎖#8 in perrie 10/06/2023 🎖#11 in littlemixfanfiction 24/05/2023 🎖#13 in jesynelson 29/05/2023 🎖#16 in hiddenfeelings 17/06/2023 🎖#17 in 1950s 29/05/2023 🎖#20 in 1940s 29/05/2023 SMUT 🔞

Coat (Jerrie AU) by mysunshineemoji

"When I planned my life, I never meant for it to be the way it is now." Jade replies, tears forming in her eyes. "I used to have ambitions. I used to dream. I wanted to live in a fairytale, to feel like a princess even when I'm not at work. Now I can see how dumb that was." "I know your life isn't a fairytale." Perrie says. "So I'm just going to say it the way it is. We're just two regular girls, there's nothing fairytale- like about our lives. We struggle just like everyone else." -------------------------------------------------------------------- Jade Thirlwall, a professional Disney princess, finds herself at a very unpleasent situation at twenty four years. She doesn't like almost every aspect of her life, and struggles to find the will to get out of bed in the morning. When she meets Perrie Edwards, a girl she used to go to school with, some hope finds its way to her heart and she begins to regain the happiness she had missed for so long. But what happens when two values collide, and one needs to choose between being happy and becoming the person they were raised to be? -Short story- -SEQUEL IS UP NOW-

Good Enough (Jerrie) by nxrryxjerrie

Zayn is abusive toward Perrie. He has been for two years. She wants to leave him, but she can't. Modest! Management controls them as a couple. They think it will be great publicity for Little Mix and Zayn needs to be controlled. One night Zayn uses Perrie to pleasure himself. What will happen when Perrie's bandmates find out about this night? ~Sequel is out and it's called Only You~ ** Under Editing **

𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐒- 𝐋𝐌 𝐱 1𝐃 by edwardsxstyles

ᴏɴᴇ ᴅɪʀᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ x ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴍɪx "You're such a loser Jade." I pushed him off my lap and a loud thump abrupted from the floor. He stood up and so did I. His green eyes and curly hair made my knees buckle but soon scolded itself and held them upright. "So are you! And you're such a horrible kisser too Harry. No girl likes your awful kisses!" He presses his skin onto mine. My breathing and heart rate becomes rapid and my mind races. I snap out of my thoughts. "Wanna Bet?" ____________ BOOK 1 OF THE RELATIONSHIP STATUS SERIES. The world-wide known British bands, Little Mix and One Direction are chosen to go on tour because their new manager thought it would be the best of both worlds. Tulisa is the new owner of Syco Records and she thinks it will be a great idea and to publicize the two bands for them to tour together. After all, Zayn joined One Direction again, and he and Perrie are obviously still exes but what if everyone finds out their current relationships with their boyfriend (Alex Oxlade Chamberlain) and girlfriend (Gigi Hadid) are both PR stunts? Unexpected ships, dips, dares, and truths are a MUST on this tour. Vacations and old pasts return for a wild ride. By the end of the tour, they should really update their ʀᴇʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴsʜɪᴘ sᴛᴀᴛᴜs. *CURRENTLY BEING REWRITTEN AND UNDERGOING CHANGES* #1 in #onedirection - July 18, 2019 #1 in #zerrie - April 15, 2019

Jerrie // Never Be The Same (Book 4) by midnightjerrie

You have to read B1-3 to read this! • ~ Book 1: https://www.wattpad.com/story/89507260-jerrie-perfect-for-you-book-1-c • ~ Book 2: https://www.wattpad.com/story/91513672-jerrie-say-you-won%27t-let-go-book-2 • ~ Book 3: https://www.wattpad.com/story/91513817-jerrie-falling-around-you-book-3 • "Just one hit of you, I knew I'll never ever, ever be the same." • Jade and Perrie have been married for a while now and even have a daughter. When Perrie wants to get back into the spotlight, things get a little complicated. What about their daughter? Their marriage? Can they conquer everything life throws at them? And what if a trip to the city of love, isn't as lovey-dovey as planned? Book 4 of the Jerrie book series! ♡

The gang leader's angel (gxg) by BelleGruyere

~ In which an obsessed gang leader chases after an innocent girl~ The infamous Perrie Edwards always gets what she wants no matter what she has to do and when she lays eyes on Jade Thirlwall, the deadly hunt begins and Perrie's obsession will turn Jade's life upside down. Will Jade be able to get the control of her life back or will she forever be in Perrie's prison? Warning: This is a dark romance story, therefore it will have some content, that might be triggering or disturbing to some people. If you are very sensitive to any kind of abuse, please don't read this story. Thank you.

Jerrie // Say You Won't Let Go [Book 2] by midnightjerrie

!COMPLETE! • You Have To Read The First Book To Read This! ~ • This is my Sequel to "Jerrie // Perfect For You". Link To Book 1: https://www.wattpad.com/story/89507260-jerrie-perfect-for-you-girlxgirl An EX-Fiance, A Coming-Out, A Car Crash. Something horrible happens after Perrie and Jade finally had the courage and came out as a couple - They have a car crash. Perrie survives, but Jade's in a coma. It's a 50/50 situation. Jade could wake up, or she could die. Perrie has high hopes, but Jade's condition gets worse. The blonde beauty isn't sure if she's supposed to still have hope, or to give up. She's living the life she never wanted to live: A life, where she's scared to lose the only thing that keeps her alive. And when the doctors tell Perrie that there's a huge possibility that Jade won't survive, she needs to prepare herself to say goodbye. Or maybe not? And what's happening in Jade's head? Horrible scenarios that show her and the love of her life. Happy moments, sad moments, - moments that give her the urge to wake up, but will it work? Will Jade wake up and will the reason to that be her one true love? Or what if she dies and Perrie has to live without her? Or what if.. Something completely different happens? || "Please, promise me one thing. Please, promise me you won't let go.. Say you won't let go, please.." ||

Am I Enough? (Sequel to Perrie's Little Sister) by contentcreator22

It's been 10 years since we last saw Lauren,Ella and the girls. Lauren is now 23 and Ella is 13. When Lauren finds out Ella's getting bullied she's not surprised that Ella's behaviour and attitude changes dramatically, Ella starts bunking school and getting into trouble is it because she doesn't feel good enough? With the girls on the last leg of their tour Lauren is in charge , when they come back however Ella's behaviour only gets worse. Can Lauren and the girls help the 13 year old feel good enough again? When Perrie and Jade adopt what problems will they face? Will the girls crack with the stress or will it make them stronger?

Survivor - Jerrie Fanfiction ✅ by MonsterInMe26

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You've Got it Bad by JerrieDuhhh

"I'm here now. I'm here to patch you back up until you're good as new. And love you until you forget what that hurt feels like." For a long time, Jade Thirlwall had been plagued by the trauma of her childhood. Which led her into even more trauma in her adult life. She had been used and abused her entire life. Ever since she was old enough to remember, everyone who was supposed to love and care for her, abused her in every way imaginable, and treated her like dirt. Her past completely altered her view of what love actually was and what it was supposed to look like. Leaving her broken, emotionally scared and insecure. She'd been hurt to the point where she stopped believing in love altogether, and was dangerously close to the edge, ready to fall. That was until one faithful night, while trying to jump ship on her past, she dived right into the deep blue eyes that would become her future. Seemingly, love finally found her. But can she allow herself to receive it, or is she already too far gone? Follow Jerrie as they navigate the ups and downs and ins and outs of love and life, while trying desperately to protect one another and what they have from threat after threat. With people poking holes at them left and right, will our favorite ship be able to stay afloat, or will it sink under the pressure? Read on to find out. ------ FYI ‼️ There's tons of fluff, 🥰 Tons of smut, 🥵 Danger around every corner, 😱 & most importantly there's Jerrie ❤️🤞🏾 ------ Book 1️⃣ of 2️⃣ [Check out Dreams and Nightmares] ------ 🚨Trigger Warning🚨 Not a ton, but there is some violence, physical abuse, mention of sexual abuse, and occasional mention of self-harm.

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