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Amaliekallevik_

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Utklipp fra boka; "For hver dag så gikk så endte jeg opp med å gå mer og mer alene i friminuttene. Jeg hadde ingen, jeg hadde bare en person, å han gikk ikke på denne skolen. 

Jeg forsvant bak skolen. Ingen visste hva jeg faktisk gjor bak skolen, hvor farlig det egentlig var å la meg gå alene. 

Jeg fikk ikke høre "Er du alene, vil du bli med oss"?.

Jeg fikk høre "Loner", og jeg fikk masse stygge blikk. Som om jeg var en freak, en retard som gikk alene. Jeg ville bare forsvinne. Jeg ville ikke bli sett sånn.

Jeg var flau over å gå alene. Men jeg hadde ikke noe valg. For ingen ville være med meg."All Rights Reserved

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Hold on || dreamnotfound by randomog

tw: self harm, swearing, angst, depression, eating disorder, mention of suicide Dream has always been struggling with depression. Right when he thought he was slowly doing better, he finds out about George having a crush on a certain girl. While having to admit to himself that he is in love with his best friend, he also starts falling apart again. Especially since George is unreachable now, right? our dms are always open if you need anything <33 21.2.22: #1 in dreamnotfound :)

Starving For Help by Lauryn_Love

"I smile everyday. I live my life like nothing is wrong with me. No one would ever guess that I'm screaming inside or that I've secretly been hiding this huge part of my life. No one would ever know that I cry myself to sleep at night or that deep down I'm starving for help." Welcome to Anorexia. Your hostess is Ana. She'll take over from here. Suffering alone inside of your mind from a terrifying mental disorder, is something that even those who battle such a thing every day, cannot fully understand. It's like being alone 24/7 yet it's never quiet inside of your head. You can't stop the voices. You can't control your emotions. As it gets worse, you lose control of your body all together. You become prey to your disease and You can't fight back. That is what it's like for someone who has spent years of their life suffering in silence from an eating disorder. Fighting a monster that you have no chance of beating. It's almost impossible to describe the type of torture that consumes your mind. Hell. It's equivalent to pure hell.

Inside an Enigma (Youth Years) by intjxestj

Dear Reader, This journal is my own personal journal. As you read, you will come across letters, school work, essays, entries, photos, drawings, etc,. on how I, myself, experienced and saw the world. This is dedicated for those who seek what is true and is on a current quest to develop the betterment of oneself along with the multitude of peers in society. My objective is to help open new perspectives some may never have thought of, to open ears to those who may not hear, and to widen eyes of those who missed the small glimpses that were in front of them. With the constant change of new technology; Society reinventing itself day by day- I want to put out at least one source that shows what the world really is, and how to find the simplicity in life, because to most it seems seldom easy. You see, my main goal is not to live forever, but to create something that will. To create something that outlives me.

Bastille | DNF by Jukebox_Disc

[DNF Prison!AU] "New roomie, how great." The man spoke with deep sarcasm, voice rough as if unused. "Haven't had one in a while." He stood up, easily towering over George. He was built, definitely very strong, but didn't look too bulky. His face was as serious as was his voice and posture. If this guy decided to rock his shit, George knew he was screwed. He greatly hesitated before asking, but then decided it's in his best interest to get to know his new cellmate. "W-why, what happened to the last one?" He tried his best to sound casual and absolutely not frightened to death, but his voice came out a little choked up. "Well, let's just say we had our disagreements." Oh. "Wait, they let you change cellmates?" "Why, you trynna run off already?" He felt his heart drop, even after realizing this was probably this guy's idea of a joke. George wasn't sure if he should laugh it off or remain quiet. "'Course they don't. What do you think this is, summer camp?" or DNF Prison!AU where George needs help chasing off what seems to be every horny bastard in the prison and he ends up accidentally roping his new cellmate into helping him.

You're My Last Hope (Under Edit) by mxchxxlxsmxth

*SEQUEL WILL BE PUBLISHED SOON* {Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Rape, Suicide, Depression, Anxiety, Panic Attack, Anxiety Attack, Anorexia, Bulimia} I never liked my life. No one would if they had an alcoholic dad who abuses him and his mom. Or if they got beaten every day at school for being "emo". Plus so many other problems that seem to have no solution. So yea, I guess I can officially say my life sucks. And I didn't want to live it. In fact, I was going to end it. But then that changed. It all changed when I met Anna. My name is Kellin Austins, and this is my story.

I Can't by ceceinnitt

TW! Eating disorders, self harm, rape, panic attack, alcohol, suicidal thoughts/attempt While streaming one day, some people in the chat comment on George's weight. He laughs it off in the moment but starts to watch what he eats and work out more. Eventually he eats less and less and tries to convince himself and others he's just not hungry or he's on a diet. But it all goes downhill from there. Disclaimer! This is just a fanfiction! It's not real and I am in no way trying to insult any of the dsmp members. :) For anyone struggling right now, I promise it gets better. A glow stick has to break before it glows. (cringey I know but it's true) Love you all! <3

Sunny Side Up || dnf (+ karlnap) by Glittercat34

Major TW: eating disorder, suicidal thoughts/actions GeorgeNotFound, the 24 year old streamer, is struggling with an eating disorder. He hasn't told anyone, not even his best friend, Dream. But when George is invited to Dream's house for a meet up, how will he hide it from his friends? And how will he deal with his feelings for his best friend? TW are listed in start of each chapter. Started: 4/5/21, Finished: 5/26/21, Edited: 2/27/22 If any of them are uncomfortable with the book it will be taken down!!! Highest Rankings: #1 in #dnf #1 in #dreamnotfound #1 in #angst #1 in #eatingdisorder #1 in #karlnap #1 in #minecraft #1 in #mentalhealth #1 in #sapnap #1 in #karljacobs #1 in #dreamteam #1 in #angstwithhappyending #2 in #gay #2 in #lgbt #2 in #lgbtq #3 in #mcyt #3 in #georgenotfound #3 in #dreamwastaken #3 in #gream #5 in #badboyhalo #7 in #dream

Suicidal by peetathatswholock

I'm just going to write part of the story because I'm terrible at descriptions. "See, Harry," I say, showing him a beautiful picture of the city, "these are reasons to live." "Looks like a perfect place to die to me," Harry says. "Harry, just listen to me. You're not worthless. You're not fat. You're not ugly. Please just stop saying these terrible things about yourself." "Yes I am. People tell me that all the time. They tell me to slit my wrists, I listen to them. They tell me I'm worthless, I believe them. They tell me I'm fat, I listen to them and starve myself. So people don't think the same as you. But it's not like it matters what one person says," Harry says sadly. "Awwww, my poor little cupcake! It's okay, sweetie, I'll help you," I tell him. "A-and AJ," Harry stutters, "P-people say that you hate me and want me to die just as much as them. Is that true?" "No, Harry. I love you very, very much. Please don't do these terrible things to yourself." Read the rest to find out!

Chasing You Endlessly | JJK ✔ by ikiimi

"Don't push me away, please." Jungkook calls out to me, but he doesn't take a step further, allowing me my space. I'm unsure if I'm relieved. "I'm here to support you. I want to support you. Stop hurting yourself like this." I let out another humorless laugh. ""Stop hurting yourself like this"? What am I doing to myself?" "I'm not doing anything!" I want to scream. "This is all an act! I'm doing all of this for attention! I'm undeserving of this attention." "You're not allowing yourself to receive support. You're isolating yourself. Why?" Because maybe if I isolate myself I'll start to feel like less of an impostor and actually start to be a little more deserving of this care that I'm pathetically faking for. "I don't deserve the support." Not while all of these emotions and reactions were all stemmed from a lie. "I don't deserve the support." I shake my head. "I don't know why I thought you could help. I don't know why I thought I deserved help. I'm sorry for wasting your time. I'm sorry for being a burden." I turn around to walk away before he can say anything further. TW: includes detailed descriptions of disordered eating

Fml by hannah101gal

"Are you ok?" "What's wrong?" "Are you sad?" "Everything will be okay". Honestly, I'm not okay, what's wrong? Everything! And why am I sad? Because I can't handle anything anymore and NOTHING will be okay. I don't know why I always need to lie to everyone about me, it's not like they could understand anyways. Who's been by my side? Well people obviously, but none of them can know what I think! How I feel! How could they anyways, it's not like my life is a book that people can just read and understand... Who am I? An emotional girl who is exaggerating right now? Haha! NO. I'm actually Anne, and I'm fourteen. I guess that I'm a social teen, always looking happy and approchable. Well not lately...But you'll get to that part at some point. I'm an "average teen" like some people say. Well I honestly don't know. I'm always tired, depressed stressed, but some say that that's normal. Of course because my life isn't complicated at all...Maybe I imagine things? All these years and I've always kept things inside, of course I have friends, but they can't hear my thoughts and know everything in my pathetic life. So that's why I've decided "Well why not write in a diary? Maybe it will help? Or something" I have no idea if it actually helps, but it might...At least it's something I can open up to. To talk about my suicidal thoughts, my depression, my self-harm issues and my eating disorder... On that note.... Bye.... Fml :) Anne

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Hold on || dreamnotfound

tw: self harm, swearing, angst, depression, eating disorder, mention of suicide Dream has always been struggling with depression. Right when he thought he was slowly doing better, he finds out about George having a crush on a certain girl. While having to admit to himself that he is in love with his best friend, he also starts falling apart again. Especially since George is unreachable now, right? our dms are always open if you need anything <33 21.2.22: #1 in dreamnotfound :)