Did You Really Think You Could Fix Me? (Phan)
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**Trigger Warning: Self harm/Eating Disorder/suicidal thoughts** Dan Howell is crumbling but then again so is Phil Lester. Phil has secrets, the kind of secrets that kill. Who first? Dan or Phil
This is the first fic I've ever posted online so if you have any suggestions on how to make it better please feel free to comment and let me no!
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