I'm Sorry That It's Taking Me So Long

It's just that my mom the one who always encouraged me too write she was always there for me. I never thought I would lose her way I did. I never thought that she would just die like she did. We used to joke that the devil said shit she's up when her feet hit the floor first thing in the morning. Saying damn she's up. And even a year is just not enough to even think that anything is going to be anywhere near alright. My mom was my best friend. She was just so strong that I thought she would be here forever. Please let your Mom know that she means the world to you every day. Don't regret not telling her that she is the most important person in your life. Or your Dad or whoever is the most important person in your life. Tell them please. Your sister, brother, or your best friend. My Mom was already gone before we got to the hospital. I can only hope that she knew how much I loved and appreciated her. And if she can hear me now. When I say that I love her.