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This Love

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"My heaven is here. It was here." 
  
  
  The memories are still vivid in their minds. Small. Big. It doesn't matter. They're there. Always splitting through the open wounded cracks as they sleep, where behind each closed eyelid is a new memory, a new chapter, each one hitting just as hard as the last. That's what pains the most. The fact that they're just made up memories. This love felt infinite. But it wasn't. She wasn't here. She wasn't real.
  
Two soulmates have countless dreams of their previous lives, not knowing, but feeling their love between closed eyelids. Each night is another memory. Another story. Another reminder that this love is all they need. All they want. But as destiny tries to bring Clarke and Lexa together, they are only faced with confusion and denial. Forgotten memories. Infinite searches for this love.All Rights Reserved

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Not All It's Cracked Up To Be by PebblesPebblesPebs

"You just kept lying, kept deceiving me." "That was never the goal, but-" "Intentions don't matter when the outcome carries the same devastation, Clarke. What was the endgame here? The exposure you'd get from taking my pictures or better yet, being pictured by my side? Money? Is that what you want?" Born as Alexandria Evergreen, but known to the world as ALEX. Alexandria's story is as familiar as can be in many ways. A classic small-town girl with a big dream to become a famous singer. Just another kid who found fame too young, got everything she ever wanted, and turned into a diva because of it. The millionth girl who let fame go to her head and clearly thinks herself better than others because of the number of followers on her social media page. The one everyone either wants to be or wants to be with. Right? But not everything is as it seems and maybe being known and adored by millions isn't all it's cracked up to be. It can't be, because if it were, wouldn't it feel different? Once again I will be putting trigger warnings below, and I will add to the list as new potential triggers become relevant to the story. Always feel free to let me know if I have missed any. TW: Strong language, casual drug and alcohol use, sexual content, panic attacks, some mental, emotional, and physical abuse.

Unexpected Changes.( Clexa AU, Undergoing editing) by Allshares18

A/N: date of publication 28 December 2020. New update(2025) : Word count for each chapter. And chapter title change. Plus new chapters. Clarke Griffin wakes up in a stranger's bed with no memory of the night before, just vague flashes, bruised lips, and a slow-burning sense that something big happened. Weeks later, two pink lines on a pregnancy test confirm what her heart already feared... but her mind refuses to remember. Across the city, Lexa Woodson, cold, powerful, and emotionally locked down, chalks the one-night stand up to another mistake. Until Clarke shows up again... as one of her employees. Now Lexa can't stop thinking about her, not her laugh, not her scent, not the fact that Clarke doesn't remember any of it. And Clarke? She's starting to wonder if the person she's falling for is the same one she can't forget. A secret pregnancy. An office power imbalance. A magnetic, forbidden pull neither can resist. And a buried truth Lexa has never spoken aloud, not to anyone.

Written in Blood by PebblesPebblesPebs

I did the one thing I promised her I would never do, no matter what, and now she hates me. She absolutely despises me and she's doing everything in her power to make my life a living hell, even if she hurts herself in the process. Even if it gets her killed. Not that my life wasn't a living hell before she started on her quest. It was. It has been ever since she left me and took my heart with her. Ever since she's turned into one of us. As per always, I will be putting trigger warnings below, and I will add to the list as new potential triggers become relevant to the story. Always feel free to let me know if I have missed any. TW: Strong language, blood and gore, murder, themes of suicide, sexual content, violence, very unhealthy copings mechanisms (e.g., alcohol and drug abuse), panic attacks. Disclaimer: this story will not portray a healthy relationship.

fragile | clexa by inlovewithclexabye

A bedslave as a present from Titus is the last way Lexa expects the day to end. A thin, weightless girl that is littered with bruises and cuts, brainwashed to serve. Lexa, as the Heda, doesn't really have the best relationships to people and thus, doesn't have the greatest knowledge of how to help or heal Clarke either. But Lexa doesn't need to know about everything. Clarke easily becomes her first priority to take care of without any lessons. [#1 clexa, 10th october 2022] [#1 the100fanfic, 29th december 2022]

The Commander's Tower by PebblesPebblesPebs

"You cannot be serious. You can't make me - us do this!" Lexa exclaims. That wasn't quite true and Lexa knew it. They could make her do whatever they wanted as long as it was legal. It did not need to be moral. That's something that was Lexa's own fault. She had signed her life away for the second time in her twenty-seven years of existing, making just that possible. "Oh, come on, sweetheart, don't hurt my feelings now. Dating me wouldn't be that bad. I am a great girlfriend," Clarke responds instantly, sounding genuinely offended, a little hurt, and definitely mocking. "Actually, you'll find that we can make you do this and much more. I can hand you the contract you signed of your own volition if you'd like to confirm," the producer says seriously. And there it was. Lexa resented that she had already thought of that little fact, but no matter her feelings about it, she'd have to do it regardless. "Besides, this will help both of you boost your odds of staying in The Tower. The viewers have been going wild for you two online after your last challenge." Everyone who had been selected to participate in The Commander's Tower had their own reasons for being there. Some were more honest about those reasons than others. But it all came down to one thing: the money. -- As per always, I will be putting trigger warnings below, and I will add to the list as new potential triggers become relevant to the story. Always feel free to let me know if I have missed any. TW: Strong language, mentions of substance abuse, PTSD, chronic pain, survivor's guilt, strong language, sexual content.

the favor | clexa AU by inlovewithclexabye

There isn't much that's worse than no experience when you want to impress someone. Lexa is itching to get Costia's attention and liking and because of her lack of experience in sleeping with people, she asks her best friend and roommate Clarke to help her out. It's just a favor. Just one time for educational purposes. Just one night that starts a little awkwardly and ends in the struggle of ignoring you fucked the person you live with and that matters to you the most. Of ignoring it might've just been the best night of your life. But the promise stays. One time and never again. Right?

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Clarke Arklynn Praimheda was thrust into a world of pain and loneliness since the second she was cut from her dead mothers womb 2 months early, her first breaths of air where provided from a plastic mask and her small body was only cradled in an incubator instead of a loving mothers arms, this is where her battle began. Clarke must go through pain, trauma and loss before she meets good friends and is taken into a loving family, but she never really healed without the green eyed girl she still calls her best friend even after years apart. What will happen when Clarke's taken from Lexa? Will they ever see each other again? What is Clarke's dark story and will she ever learn that life is about more then just surviving or will she continue to spiral out of control? [Disclaimer: This is a fanfic of The 100, I own nothing but the plot and any characters I make up.] [Awards: #19 in lesbianlovestory] [Started- 10th Feb 2020, age 14.] [Finished- 15 April 2020, age 14.] [Status- Completed.]

Call Me Yours - Clexa One Shot by freshpageonthedesk

"So how do I address her?" Octavia gives her a weird look. "Just Clarke, of course. She's your girlfriend, remember?" In exchange for some much needed money, Lexa agrees to spend a weekend holiday at the beach with some aristocratic girl she has never even heard of. Her job is to pretend to be her girlfriend, so that her parents won't give her away to a guy that she doesn't want to marry. It's just for one weekend. How hard can that be, really. But then it turns out this girlfriend of hers has really pretty eyes...

If You Play With Fire You'll Get Burned by k_aaaaaay6

"If you play with fire, you will get burned, so don't tempt yourself with things/people that will get you in more trouble than you can get out of." -Unknown Alexandria Woods also known as Lexa is a big time player at Grounders University. Her looks and charm makes it easy to get into any woman pants she wants. Lexa is known for her "bad girl" ways and how good she is in bed. Lexa ends up being paired with Clarke Griffin the schools sweetheart for a project in their psychology class. What happens when Lexa catches feeling for the beautiful blue eyes girl? Will she be able to give up her player ways and settle down?

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Not All It's Cracked Up To Be

"You just kept lying, kept deceiving me." "That was never the goal, but-" "Intentions don't matter when the outcome carries the same devastation, Clarke. What was the endgame here? The exposure you'd get from taking my pictures or better yet, being pictured by my side? Money? Is that what you want?" Born as Alexandria Evergreen, but known to the world as ALEX. Alexandria's story is as familiar as can be in many ways. A classic small-town girl with a big dream to become a famous singer. Just another kid who found fame too young, got everything she ever wanted, and turned into a diva because of it. The millionth girl who let fame go to her head and clearly thinks herself better than others because of the number of followers on her social media page. The one everyone either wants to be or wants to be with. Right? But not everything is as it seems and maybe being known and adored by millions isn't all it's cracked up to be. It can't be, because if it were, wouldn't it feel different? Once again I will be putting trigger warnings below, and I will add to the list as new potential triggers become relevant to the story. Always feel free to let me know if I have missed any. TW: Strong language, casual drug and alcohol use, sexual content, panic attacks, some mental, emotional, and physical abuse.