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Everything Hurts

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abuse argument betrayal death depression drugs faith friendship hate love mentality passion posttraumatic selfharm selflove support triggers wattys2017

I knew what was coming later tonight, not only at home, but on the way there. I knew that reacting right now would just make it worse though. So I kept quiet and pretended that I was not dreading when I would be alone with the man that stood beside me, wondering when it became so normal to do so.
  
Jason and Alicia have the perfect relationship from the outside looking in, but Alicia has kept her wounded spirit and body hidden well. After another one of Jason's violent rages that is impossible to hide, Alicia is finally able to get away from the abuse though. In the process of healing, she begins to relearn what trust, compassion, and safety are once again - that is, until Jason discovers her whereabouts.
 
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(FIRST FOUR CHAPTERS  *ORIGINAL AND UNEDITED* AVAILABLE HERE. PUBLISHED E-BOOK/PAPERBACK 
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A Reckless Bet. by jane_maria

"I loved knowing she was scared of me. My insides were hurting from all the build up anger. It was all her fault. It was her fault my life was a mess. Her fault that I was a mess." They fell apart because of a mistake. Would they ever get to heal? He changed into a dark, broken and mysterious person in less than years. She changed into a guilty, broken person, while still trying to hide those loose pieces. He goes by the name of Ryder Ace Wells. She goes by the name of Everly Amy Black. *.•* BEWARE/TRIGGERWARNING: this story could give suicidal and selfharm-related triggers. Sexual assault and mentions of r*pe will have a place in this book. Copyright © 2019 by jane_maria

Altered by LuellaOpal

Have you ever met someone who alters the course of your life? For good or for bad, they've come in, given and taken, and then- BOOM! Your life was never the same. There's always a change, an altering of reality. When you meet those people, the reality that you've known your whole life is suddenly gone and a new one has taken its place. When those moments happen, there's no going back. You can try to return to the way things were but nothing, and I mean nothing, can take you back to exactly how it was. That's what happened to us. I think that's why we're still trying so desperately to get back to some sort of normalcy. Four years later and we're still on the ground, crawling, in search of the happiness that was lost that June. Summers will never be the same. Midnight walks through my neighborhood will never be the same. Field parties with bonfires and loud music will never be the same. I still don't know why you left and what lead you to the decision you made. What I do know is that we're here. We're alive and we're pushing forward to the future. A future that you're not a part of. But in some ways, I'm glad you're not a part of it. I just wish it wasn't like this. *** TRIGGER WARNING*** SA, abuse, suicide, substance abuse, and mental illness. This is a complete story that is much like life; fast, full of surprises, and not always how we want it to be. This has been a project of mine for over three years. It was self-published on Amazon, but after some issues in publication, I decided to just upload it on here. I hope you fall in love with these characters like I have. The friends in this story are trying to make names for themselves, figure out who they are, who they can trust, how to love, and how to separate themselves from a restrictive community. As in any coming of age story, they will experience growing pains... but will they survive them before its too late? PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS.

Feel Better by unhingedsnail

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Outrunning Karma | MxM by ElijahDiva

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Here's My Heart by Agirl112305

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A Reckless Bet.

"I loved knowing she was scared of me. My insides were hurting from all the build up anger. It was all her fault. It was her fault my life was a mess. Her fault that I was a mess." They fell apart because of a mistake. Would they ever get to heal? He changed into a dark, broken and mysterious person in less than years. She changed into a guilty, broken person, while still trying to hide those loose pieces. He goes by the name of Ryder Ace Wells. She goes by the name of Everly Amy Black. .• BEWARE/TRIGGERWARNING: this story could give suicidal and selfharm-related triggers. Sexual assault and mentions of r*pe will have a place in this book. Copyright © 2019 by jane_maria