Un jurnal obișnuit
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Last published Fri, Mar 8, 2019
Acesta este mai mult de cât un jurnal,aici este descris toat amalgamul de sentimente,stări și emoții pe care am decis să le împărtășesc cu voi.Acesta este mai mult de cât un jurnal,acesta este viața unui om.Unui om ca mine,care nu o să moară niciodată.Atâta timp cât tu citești asta eu o să renasc cu fiecare capitol la infinit.Nu sunt pasărea Phoenix să renasc din propria cenușă,sunt soră-sa mai mică și mai năsbâtioasă,Alexandra, îmi pare bine!A voastră Alexandra, pentru totdeauna.Sunt un om profund,fără aere de scriitor,nu știu să scriu,eu nu scriu,eu doar transpun emoții pe foi și apoi le dau drumul să zboare și să se piardă în nori,să mângâie pajiștea azurie a cerului și în cele din urmă să atingă culmile infinitului albastru.Eu nu scriu,eu simt.Eu nu exist,eu sunt și voi fi întodeauna.A voastră Alexandra,pentru totdeauna!
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