Hope= A Phan Story
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"Let me tell you about Dan... Dan was the type that was popular, Captain of about everything you could think about in a High School. He wasn't the nice kind of popular, he was the "If you are a nerd or if I don't like you, you are a faggot" kind of dude. He would beat up Phil whenever he got a chance, sometimes even 5 times a day.
Now, let me tell you about Phil. Phil does not have the best life. He has a slut for a mother and a hell of an abusive father, who works at night and drinks during the day. He also has a problem. He has depression... Severely... But he manages to get through life drinking, smoking, doing drugs, or whatever will make him happy. He tries his best, but it is hard. He has prescriptions for depression, but he doesn't like the way they make him feel, he feels like an entirely different person."- Part from the story
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