Lonely?

Luna laid in bed, staring at the ceiling, staring at nothing. She stared into the darkness of the night, the darkness that engulfs her room. She listened to the silence that shallowed up her room, making her feel more vulnerable. That feeling in her stomach, that loneliness that floods her mind, her insides. She feels the tears in the corners of her eyes just sitting there, daring to come out. She doesn't let them, she can't, she won't.

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Lunabella Jackson, the quiet, responsible, "happy" person when with her friends. She's the one in the group that gets good grades, keeps her friends from making mistakes, and keeps them happy. With her bright, "real" smile, she sits in the sidelines watching over her "friends" and takes care of them. Little does everyone know, when she's alone that "real" smile, doesn't exist. That "happy" responsible girl is no longer alive. That girl, happy responsible Lunabella Jackson, was just a fake, a mask if you will. When she's alone the sad, lonely, Lunabella Jackson comes out. Will anyone be able to notice this girls act with one year of high school left? Find out.

WARNING:
I made this with my own ideas, my own mind. If you're going to copy this, take ideas, or connect our story's, please give me my credit! Thanks! :) Also this is my first book, story whatever you call it. One more thing, the story will not actually be as intense as this, nor will it be as timid, so yeah. There's also going to be adult language, and I don't think there will be sex scenes, im not sure yet, but read at your own risk.

(I doubt anyone is going to read this, but I mean, i want to write this.)
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