"4 am! Really, 4 fricken am!" I got up and got my sister out her cot and cradled her in my arms. one day the world will pay me back I think proudly, I do a lot everyday guys, like a lot, like seriously toooo much! My sister finally falls asleep "Good girl, there you go" I say in a quiet baby voice not to wake her or my mum. I slowly walk to my room, I automatically fall in and try and value the next two hours of sleep. I love my bed, is all I can think. " *** Natalie is 15 and has a hard past that she carries around, she's not got very many friends and life is hard with her baby sister.