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Dim {Larry Stylinson} (boyxboy)

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Harry was dangerous. Louis was not.They met in a bathroom, both doing something they knew was wrong. Louis was suicidal. Harry was a drug addict. Louis was crazy, but that being something they shared -including the inflicted marks that keep their feet planted. Louis would do anything. Harry would use anything. Both so desperate to feel. In those five minutes Harry felt something for the first time while sober. Louis was aware of the physical sensation of Harry's touch as he pressed him against the wall. 

Harry felt real. Louis felt wanted. 

Both needing the connection as they fed from the small time they spent with their lips pressed. No words where needed as they walked back to Harry's large home. And, well.. that's how Louis found himself washing off in Harry's shower, the older boy on the other side of the door.All Rights Reserved

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Careless Whisper by Darling28__

Both fell hard. It's THIS kind of love. The romantic one you just know of books and movies. But here it was in real life. Harry and Louis. Louis and Harry. That was it. On the 28th of September. But what when it all falls apart? When you sit there with the pieces of your broken heart and don't know how you're ever going to mend it? ꨄ We could have been so good together We could have lived this dance forever But now, who's gonna dance with me? Please stay (Careless Whisper - George Michael) ____________________________________ TW: in the later chapters selfharm is described, I've always put a warning at the beginning. Please stay safe. Jay's death is also mentioned. I'm actually not a fan of it myself out of respect that it's bitter reality. But it was important for me to bring this into the story to make it clear how much Louis suffered over the years. But I don't want to reveal too much and wish you a lot of fun on the journey through a few years with our favourite couple. (A big thank you to my wonderful Alisa <3)

Bullshit by LarrySTYLINS0N213

Louis and Harry were changing, everyone could see it, you had to be blind not to. The fans, modest and the boys, they all knew that Harry and Louis were changing, and not for the better. Ever since that day a few years ago when Louis posted the bullshit tweet about Larry, Harry has been avoiding him. Louis tried to figure out why bu the older lad wouldn't tell him. He would simply just wave Louis away and tell him that he was fine. But he wasn't. Harry was slowly breaking inside. You see, Harry loved Louis, he still does. All that Larry stuff, it wasn't a joke to him, it was all real. In fact he was planning on telling Louis about his feeling that night, but after he read the tweet he knew that he couldn't. Louis had eventually given up on Harry and decided to spend more time with Eleanor, which in turn only hurt Harry more. Will Louis finally realize what he is doing to his former best friend? Will Harry ever build the courage to tell Louis about his feelings? And how will the rest of the boys help their friends in their struggle to find a little bit of happiness?

Sensory And Touch Therapy by itstilliswhatitis

I had this prompt suggested to me years ago. Unfortunately, the person who suggested it got lost in my DM's and I'm sorry about that. If you recognize your suggestion, please contact me so I can give you credit. ♥️ I don't remember much from the suggestion. Just that one of them is a solo artist and touch deprived and the other one is a professional cuddler. I might have twisted it around but I focused on that. Harry always wanted to be an artist and when he finally gets signed to a label it has strings attached. He has to hide his omega status. He's willing to make that sacrifice. His manager Jeff made sure that he was only surrounded by betas and that he used a beta masking spray. Harry was so busy touring he didn't have time for any personal relationships. Finally, the consequences of his choices caught up with him. After waking up one night in excruciating pain and being brought to the hospital the doctor told him that he suffered from a condition called Severe Touch deprivation. Every fiber in his body hurts from the lightest touch. The only thing that could help him now was something called Sensory and Touch Therapy. That was how the alpha Louis Tomlinson stepped into his life. He was his new therapist. Warnings: Smut

Meet Me in the Hallway by GoldenHazandLou

*WARNING* Drug use and nonconsensual sex When Harry gets home, after he's dragged his sore body up the stairs, he lays on the tile floor under the scalding hot water in the shower, fully clothed, until it runs freezing cold over him. He tries to cry, to do something to make his body feel normal, but he can't. It's like his soul was torn from his body and left on that floor. He scratches at his skin and scrubs the parts of his body that aren't covered in clothes trying to clean himself of the night. It doesn't work. When he looks at himself in the mirror, his tongue is still blue from the pills, his skin is red, bruised, and cut from his nails, and there's still bright red lipstick stuck to his skin like a tattoo.

But If Your Love's My Remedy (Larry Stylinson) Ghost!Harry by _SweetDisposition_

"I wish I could touch you..." Louis frowned looking at Harry's hand. "Me too..." Harry smiled sadly looking at Louis straight in the eyes. They stayed like that for a few seconds just looking at each other wanting, wishing they could kiss but knowing that wasn't possible. All Harry wanted was to touch Louis' lips with his own but he couldn't, they had only known each other for a few days and the want and need to have each other was already there. The need to touch burned through their souls setting them alight that only a single touch would be able to put it off but that would never happen and it hurt, it hurt Louis knowing that he was slowly falling in love with a boy he could never have. Or the one where Harry and Louis are soulmates, even though Harry's dead. Warning: Major Character death but HAPPY ENDING. Contains graphic violence, murder, and gay sex. If you don't like any of that then please refrain from reading and from leaving hateful comments. I warned you.

Lifeline (A Larry Stylinson Fan-Fiction) by Rebecca1232

Harry and Louis have been best friends since the X-Factor. Ever since One Direction formed and became famous Harry has been struggling to find himself....or the guy he used to be before the fame. He's sick of the hate on twitter. Harry has found a way to relieve his stress and anger...but is it a good way to let it all out? Worst of all he's fallen for his best mate, Louis, but doesn't want to come out as gay. Does Louis feel the same way about Harry? Will Harry be able to keep all of these secrets or will he get caught in a lie? Will he be able to fight the depression? Can Louis fix Harry on his own or will it take all of the boys' help to do so? Update: I originally started writing this book from 2013 to around 2017-ish. I was around 13, so please excuse any errors and such.

Daddy Cool *larry au* (mpreg) by heartfullofharry

"Listen," Harry said sternly, sitting up on the bed. "Don't interrupt...just don't even talk. Listen. I want what's best for my daughters, and sometimes, I don't think you are. You're not constant with your visits and you only care about being the cool, favoured dad instead of the one that cares about his daughters safety. If you want to be a part of their lives, you need to visit more often. Pick Katie up from daycare. Quit smoking. Put Emily on the trolley to school. Act like a real father. Then, maybe, I'll take you more seriously." He paused. "Got it?" - Louis was the perfect boyfriend. He was sweet, caring, and loving. Up until Harry gave birth to their daughter. After that Louis smoke, drank, and even started dating some girl. Now Louis' trying to be a better father.

Shared Apartment by itstilliswhatitis

Harry needed a place to live and was getting desperate. That was when he found an ad online with an odd solution. A guy named Louis was renting out his place to someone with a 9-17 job. He worked nights. So they would share the flat (and bed) but not at the same time. That could actually work! So Harry moved in without even meeting the guy. They started leaving notes to each other and Harry was intrigued by the stranger he was living with. Would they ever meet in person? I read a book once (real one, not fanfiction) with this theme and I totally stole the idea. Sorry. Purely fictional. Some smut warning.

Past lives by itstilliswhatitis

Louis hated Harry. He was walking around like he was superior, thinking he was so hot and sexy. Well, Louis could see right through it. They had been in a band together for almost two years and Louis avoided him at any cost. What he couldn't avoid on the other hand was how fucking clumsy Harry was. One night Harry tripped on stage and pushed Louis over the edge. While he was unconscious a woman appeared and told him that he had an old soul and that he had lived many lives. She said that she wanted to show him some of those lives to make him realize something. It wasn't like he had anything better to do, being unconscious and all that so he agreed. So he went on some freaky journey in his mind and he couldn't even get away from Harry when he was passed out because every life he had lived included one certain green-eyed boy by his side... Purely fictional. Trigger warning: death

Cry Cut Hide Repeat [Larry Stylinson] by LouisLightsUpMyWorld

Book 1 in the CCHR Series WARNING: Self Harm--May Be Triggering Harry Styles is messed up. There's no other way to put it. He's hopelessly in love with someone he can't have. Someone who is taken. His best friend. He spends most of his waking hours thinking of him. Scratch that.. ALL his waking hours thinking of him. He just can't get him out of his head. But that isn't all. He has scars to show how much he really loves him. He keeps adding more everyday. It's unhealthy. The only one who can save him, is Louis. But he's too concentrated on loving Eleanor. So Harry has fallen into routine. Cry, Cut, Hide, Repeat. Its slowly killing him. Copyright.

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Careless Whisper

Both fell hard. It's THIS kind of love. The romantic one you just know of books and movies. But here it was in real life. Harry and Louis. Louis and Harry. That was it. On the 28th of September. But what when it all falls apart? When you sit there with the pieces of your broken heart and don't know how you're ever going to mend it? ꨄ We could have been so good together We could have lived this dance forever But now, who's gonna dance with me? Please stay (Careless Whisper - George Michael) ____________________________________ TW: in the later chapters selfharm is described, I've always put a warning at the beginning. Please stay safe. Jay's death is also mentioned. I'm actually not a fan of it myself out of respect that it's bitter reality. But it was important for me to bring this into the story to make it clear how much Louis suffered over the years. But I don't want to reveal too much and wish you a lot of fun on the journey through a few years with our favourite couple. (A big thank you to my wonderful Alisa <3)