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Dim {Larry Stylinson} (boyxboy)

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Time 6h 41m

larry self-harm stylinson

Harry was dangerous. Louis was not.They met in a bathroom, both doing something they knew was wrong. Louis was suicidal. Harry was a drug addict. Louis was crazy, but that being something they shared -including the inflicted marks that keep their feet planted. Louis would do anything. Harry would use anything. Both so desperate to feel. In those five minutes Harry felt something for the first time while sober. Louis was aware of the physical sensation of Harry's touch as he pressed him against the wall. 

Harry felt real. Louis felt wanted. 

Both needing the connection as they fed from the small time they spent with their lips pressed. No words where needed as they walked back to Harry's large home. And, well.. that's how Louis found himself washing off in Harry's shower, the older boy on the other side of the door.All Rights Reserved

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Take Me To Church - l.s. AU by together_happily

"I was born sick, but I love it. Command me to be well. Amen." Louis' family is as Christian as they get. Church every Sunday, prayers before dinner, the whole deal. His father is even the priest at their local chapel. Since Louis was young, he was taught the ways of bible. It was basically burned into him. One thing that was constantly preached to him was that being gay is wrong. "A sin." They said. "You'll go to hell." They spoke. "A man shall not lay with another man" But what happens when Louis feels something? Like he doesn't belong.. Like he's different. When a new lad comes into work at the coffee shop Louis is already employed at, all he's ever known goes out the window. He's knows it's wrong. He's captivated by this boy. But everything will fall apart.

Lines Between Love and Hate by CDMorgan

Harry and Louis looked like they were meant to be from the moment they met at the X Factor, but unfortunately young boys don't always get to live like they want to. The management wants to have a chat with them and after that everything changes. Louis seems fine, but Harry's world has come crashing down around his feet and he has no idea how to make it better. So he helps the falling apart a long and takes up at bad habit that will maybe cost him his live. Will Louis ever like him again and will the fans hate on him ever stop? Basically a sad Larry Stylinson story involving self harm, fluff and hints of an eating disorder.

A Twist of Fate - Larry Stylinson by fishxthis

Louis and Harry grew up together, and were best friends even in their earliest memories. They are 12 years old when Louis has to move to Australia, and they never expect anything to be the same again. They make a pact, a promise to one another, put it in a bottle and throw it out to sea. They promise to get back in touch if any of them ever find the bottle again. A silly, childish pact that isn't so silly when you're only twelve years old. Seven years later, fate turns in their favour. Louis stumbles upon an old, green bottle and Harry just happens to be in Australia as an exchange student. They spend time together catching up, but no amount of time can make up for the seven years they spent apart. It's almost cruel when you realise the one thing most important to you has been in front of you all the while, yet you never realise.

Sensory And Touch Therapy by itstilliswhatitis

I had this prompt suggested to me years ago. Unfortunately, the person who suggested it got lost in my DM's and I'm sorry about that. If you recognize your suggestion, please contact me so I can give you credit. ♥️ I don't remember much from the suggestion. Just that one of them is a solo artist and touch deprived and the other one is a professional cuddler. I might have twisted it around but I focused on that. Harry always wanted to be an artist and when he finally gets signed to a label it has strings attached. He has to hide his omega status. He's willing to make that sacrifice. His manager Jeff made sure that he was only surrounded by betas and that he used a beta masking spray. Harry was so busy touring he didn't have time for any personal relationships. Finally, the consequences of his choices caught up with him. After waking up one night in excruciating pain and being brought to the hospital the doctor told him that he suffered from a condition called Severe Touch deprivation. Every fiber in his body hurts from the lightest touch. The only thing that could help him now was something called Sensory and Touch Therapy. That was how the alpha Louis Tomlinson stepped into his life. He was his new therapist. Warnings: Smut

Lifeline (A Larry Stylinson Fan-Fiction) by Rebecca1232

Harry and Louis have been best friends since the X-Factor. Ever since One Direction formed and became famous Harry has been struggling to find himself....or the guy he used to be before the fame. He's sick of the hate on twitter. Harry has found a way to relieve his stress and anger...but is it a good way to let it all out? Worst of all he's fallen for his best mate, Louis, but doesn't want to come out as gay. Does Louis feel the same way about Harry? Will Harry be able to keep all of these secrets or will he get caught in a lie? Will he be able to fight the depression? Can Louis fix Harry on his own or will it take all of the boys' help to do so? Update: I originally started writing this book from 2013 to around 2017-ish. I was around 13, so please excuse any errors and such.

Careless Whisper by Darling28__

Both fell hard. It's THIS kind of love. The romantic one you just know of books and movies. But here it was in real life. Harry and Louis. Louis and Harry. That was it. On the 28th of September. But what when it all falls apart? When you sit there with the pieces of your broken heart and don't know how you're ever going to mend it? ꨄ We could have been so good together We could have lived this dance forever But now, who's gonna dance with me? Please stay (Careless Whisper - George Michael) ____________________________________ TW: in the later chapters selfharm is described, I've always put a warning at the beginning. Please stay safe. Jay's death is also mentioned. I'm actually not a fan of it myself out of respect that it's bitter reality. But it was important for me to bring this into the story to make it clear how much Louis suffered over the years. But I don't want to reveal too much and wish you a lot of fun on the journey through a few years with our favourite couple. (A big thank you to my wonderful Alisa <3)

Fix you(Larry Stylinson) by troubledsocities

What happens when Harry has to go home for two months,and comes back to a broken Louis? Can Harry fix him? Will Louis let him in? ~~~ Warnings:selfharm depression, language, mentions of rape/

Daddy Cool *larry au* (mpreg) by heartfullofharry

"Listen," Harry said sternly, sitting up on the bed. "Don't interrupt...just don't even talk. Listen. I want what's best for my daughters, and sometimes, I don't think you are. You're not constant with your visits and you only care about being the cool, favoured dad instead of the one that cares about his daughters safety. If you want to be a part of their lives, you need to visit more often. Pick Katie up from daycare. Quit smoking. Put Emily on the trolley to school. Act like a real father. Then, maybe, I'll take you more seriously." He paused. "Got it?" - Louis was the perfect boyfriend. He was sweet, caring, and loving. Up until Harry gave birth to their daughter. After that Louis smoke, drank, and even started dating some girl. Now Louis' trying to be a better father.

DEFENCE // LARRY STYLINSON // LOUIS TOMLINSON by louissfallenangel

"No, no. No talking little bug, this is the part where you listen" he cuts me off before I can finish. I'm disappointed in myself for complying to his orders. I told myself when I left him that I wouldn't let him control me like this anymore. But here I am, pinned to the bathroom wall, with his hand securely fastened around my now throbbing erection, feeling my body surrender to Harry's commands. Louis and Harry have a toxic relationship, one that no matter how many times Louis tries to leave, he finds himself back and falling surrender to Harry. It isn't that he doesn't love the dominance that Harry holds when they are together, its the fact that he only feels like he knows half of his life. Harry, always a complex, dark character, holds so many secrets that he doesn't even know how to explain or understand himself. But what he does know, is that his love for Louis is something he can never lose, he knows that the day Louis decides he doesn't want him anymore, there will be no reasons left to live. Just how far will Harry go to protect his secret life, in order to keep his relationship safe, knowing that every secret is slowly tearing them apart.

Bullshit by LarrySTYLINS0N213

Louis and Harry were changing, everyone could see it, you had to be blind not to. The fans, modest and the boys, they all knew that Harry and Louis were changing, and not for the better. Ever since that day a few years ago when Louis posted the bullshit tweet about Larry, Harry has been avoiding him. Louis tried to figure out why bu the older lad wouldn't tell him. He would simply just wave Louis away and tell him that he was fine. But he wasn't. Harry was slowly breaking inside. You see, Harry loved Louis, he still does. All that Larry stuff, it wasn't a joke to him, it was all real. In fact he was planning on telling Louis about his feeling that night, but after he read the tweet he knew that he couldn't. Louis had eventually given up on Harry and decided to spend more time with Eleanor, which in turn only hurt Harry more. Will Louis finally realize what he is doing to his former best friend? Will Harry ever build the courage to tell Louis about his feelings? And how will the rest of the boys help their friends in their struggle to find a little bit of happiness?

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"I was born sick, but I love it. Command me to be well. Amen." Louis' family is as Christian as they get. Church every Sunday, prayers before dinner, the whole deal. His father is even the priest at their local chapel. Since Louis was young, he was taught the ways of bible. It was basically burned into him. One thing that was constantly preached to him was that being gay is wrong. "A sin." They said. "You'll go to hell." They spoke. "A man shall not lay with another man" But what happens when Louis feels something? Like he doesn't belong.. Like he's different. When a new lad comes into work at the coffee shop Louis is already employed at, all he's ever known goes out the window. He's knows it's wrong. He's captivated by this boy. But everything will fall apart.