Surviving the Unknown

Have you ever been in a situation where you had to find the courage to fight fears you didn't even know existed? Where you could feel your heart drop into the pit of your stomach? The realization starts to consume you, that whether you live or die, solely depends on your own hands, and the choices you choose to make.
How was I supposed to know that a few months on a so called vacation, a few months in what one would call paradise, would change my life forever. I can still hear every scream, feel every tear, even the silence brings pain to my heart. A pain that will never leave, following me into the deepest of darkest places. Let me take you with me, on the journey I didn't think I would ever return from...