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Complete, First published Dec 31, 2016
Mature
WARNING - DO NOT read this book if you are SENSITIVE to ANY mention to DEPRESSION and SELF HARM. Please be CAREFUL and keep SAFE.

Book #1 in the Esme series.

It's dull where she lives. 
She hasn't been seen for a while. 
He is worried, but it isn't his problem anymore. 
It's cold where she lies. It's cold all the time for her now.
She will never feel again, but it's better than feeling all of the sadness she used to. 
She was lost before, but she's gone now.
She's gone forever and she's not coming back.
She will never smile again, nor frown, nor cry.
All of the light inside her turned to black. 
Bleak and empty are all she is now. 
No one has to worry about her anymore.
No one has to look after her or wonder if she's okay.
All of that is pointless now. 
Any time wasted on her was doltish.
And anyone who cared was an imbecile.
The house she lives in is empty.
Empty of spirit, but not of body. 
The only movement was the curtains swaying from the cool breeze of an open window. 
It's cold where she lies.
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