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Pretend It's Ok (Vic Fuentes Fanfic)

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This is the story of 18-year-old Indigo Rose Quinn. She has a history of depression, self harming, abusing substances, eating disorder, and whatnot. 

All Indigo want is to disappear to stop the pain. She wants to give up on life even though she knows that's not what she actually wants. She believes she should just drop dead, yet she's conscious she doesn't want to die.

But what happens when someone 12 years older than her, makes her feel loved and protected for once? Will she actually take a chance with him? Or will she push him away to not drown him with her while she sinks lower every time? Will she manage to untangle herself from her great escapes for once and for all or will she stay the same?

**This story was originally called This is A Wasteland**All Rights Reserved

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Silence

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