orange meth
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Last published Tue, May 9, 2017
What's it like to smoke meth?
It's definitely not like people say it is. My skin is clear. I don't act crazy, in fact, I'm pretty quiet and not a paranoid pyscho that's always looking over my shoulder. But when I do it, I feel like I can get along with anyone and want to be more sociable and there's an overall sense of well-being and happiness. It's very illegal, to the point where I've decided to stop multiple times for a couple months at a time to make sure I didn't get caught. It's good to take breaks, but still. It's really easy to stop just like that. It's not like I say stupid things when I'm high, I mix up my words sometimes but I can still function.
I refuse to be a serial killer.
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