Not as it seems
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Last published Wed, Jun 28, 2017
~BEING UPDATED NOT VERY REGULARLY BUT WILL AIM FOR A CHAPTER A WEEK~ Ryan is struggling with his inner demons. His abusive father having been spurred on in his cruelty by the death of Ryan's mother, Ryan hates his "home" life. He is deathly afraid to tell anyone and is paranoid about being seen as a burden or a failure. Brendon is always there for him, but Ryan is finding his feelings towards him very confusing....does he like him as a friend, as more, or does he just feel indebted to him? **CONTAINS TRIGGERING MATERIAL** (self harm, possible eating disorder, death of family member etc.)
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