Ha ha
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Last published Wed, Jan 10, 2018
Oh the pain I feel. My heart breaks and I am told its my fault. My dreams crash and it's my fault. The tears I cry is my fault. The pain in my heart is always my fault. I changed my ways he says . So I believe then I find the text . It's just text you are blowing things out of per portion . Oh the pain I feel. It's all my fault I am told. I am stupid I am a bitch. I am told. Yet he ask another for pics. I am the crazy bitch. All the pain I feel and I am the one at fault. My heart bleeds and it's all my fault.
The jokers laugh I think I understand his heart is broke his soul is torn. His insanity lies in his broken self. Cry or laugh ha ha ha ha ha....
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