For You (A Journal I Kept Writing In Less And Less In Over Time)
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  • Leituras 35
  • Votos 1
  • Capítulos 1
  • Tempo 46m
Concluído, Primeira publicação em jan 02, 2017
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This was a journal I started writing in on July 8th, 2015 (the day after a break-up).
I stopped January 1st, 2017.
It was all written from my phones note app with no edits afterwards.
It is focused around self-loathing, scapegoating, overanalyzation and heartbreak.
This is a non-fiction work.
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It was October 2023, and my now-ex-fiance had moved out of our trailer for good. I decided to end our relationship and thought I had emotionally moved on from them. I was wrong-dead wrong. What followed them moving out was something I could not have ever thought to experience. I began to experience extreme mood swings, controlling behavior, self-esteem issues, and a new-found addiction to alcohol. This was just the tip of the iceberg, as I was constantly flirting with suicide on a daily basis. I could not begin to even tell you about how I went through an emo phase, a "man hoe" phase, and multiple other phases as well due to my deteriorating mental health. I began to document my everyday life after our split through two separate journals over a twelve-month span. This is the true tale of how a breakup brought me to the realization that I was an abuser and that I became the same monster that I swore not to become as a kid. This is how trauma ruined my life, and how it will ruin yours too.